DESIRE

Loosing Game Pt. 1

No one's POV

Both of them were fighting for the dominance... Tae was against the wall, and he can't go anywhere. He was trapped between the wall and his classmate, Jungkook.

They both went to the same high school and now to the same college. From 2nd year of high school, Tae could feel that Jungkook have changed. When they sit together he tries to keep some distance. Also in classes, he could sense someone glare on him and whenever he looks back he caught Jungkook looking at him with facial expression he couldn't read. But whenever he caught his eyes, Tae could feel his heart skip a beat. The feeling was new to him.

But he just ignored them and thought it was nothing that it was all in his head. Later they both got into the same college and both were happy. After 3 weeks or so, one of the girl from the Art department started to talk to Tae, and they soon started to spent more time. He talked about this girl, Aries, to Jungkook and later introduced them to each other.

But after the 1st semester, Tae noticed that Jungkook and him had spent little time together. And they talk less. Whenever Tae starts to talk to him, after less than ten minutes, Jungkook would say something and excuse himself. They started to grow apart and Tae was not liking the feeling of ignorance. Especially from Jungkook. And there was another feeling that's foreign to him. But he didn't know what he was feeling.

Seeing Jungkook talking with someone else was not new to him. But this time, when he saw Jungkook with his football team member, all touchy and all, he felt rage rise within him.
Tae went straight to him. Jungkook saw him, and he just smiled at Tae and took his bag, said his goodbye to his friend and started to walk away. But before he could leave, Tae grabbed his hand, dragged him to other side of college. There were barely anyone around as classes were over.

'Why are you ignoring me?', Tae asked turning to face Jungkook.
'What are you talking about?', Jungkook asked, looking at any but him and scratches the back of his neck.

'For goddamn, look at me when you talk to me.', he shouted, which made Jungkook flinch.

He has never in his life seen this side of Tae. He was always the sweet type and has a big smile on him. And that's the reason he ends up having a crush on him. He knew that it will only pain him, but he couldn't help himself. He somehow fell deeper and deeper until his world completely shattered with pain when he saw Tae with Aries. That's when he started to distance himself from Tae. It was really painful to see them both together. But he told himself that at least he was with someone he likes. He tried to forget his feelings. And that's why he kept himself away from Tae, 'cause it hurts him seeing Tae smiling at someone. Someone who wasn't him. And he was slowly moving on.

That's what he thought, that he has finally moved on from his feelings for Tae. But today, standing in front of him, he knew that he was wrong. All his feeling that he thought were gone rushed to him, and he no longer could hold it in anymore.
'Will you fuc-', Tae's words were shut by a pair of lips.