Flame

Chap.

Ellie's P.O.V

The bell rang signaling that school is over thank the Lord

I grabbed my penny board out of my locker and ran to the vending machines for a quick snack I got out in my dollar and got a bag of pita chips my favorite

"ya know you shouldn't be eating Sooo much your kinda get fat" said I snobby voice I turned around to see no other than Caitlyn.

"um excuse me?!" I said on the verge of tears I've always been worried about my weight but I guess I am getting fat....

" oh don't cry, just being a nice friend chill no harm done!" with that she flipped her golden blonde hair and walked away all I could do was node so she knew I heard her.

Just then my best friend Kyle came up his twin goes to a different high school for the cheer leading program Kyle and Kylie Wilson they both have honey blonde hair and icy blue eyes better then my light brown eyes and auburnish color hair

"hey Ellie!!!" he screeched gosh such a energetic kid

"hey" I said back

"watcha eating?"

"oh ya know just some chips want them?!" a look of shock then confusion went across his face

"LISTEN HEAR LISTEN HEAR THE ONE AND ONLY ELLIE CUNNINGHAM IS SHARING FOOD OKAY BACK TO YOUR BUSINESS!!!!!!!" he shouted I could feel the blush riding to my cheeks.

"Kyle shut the hell up!" I hissed "I'm gonna run to the restroom meet you at the usual spot Kay?"

"alright ellieboo see you there!"

"okay see you beanie boy!" only some people will understand.....

After he left I ran into the bathroom made sure the cost was clear, then proceeded to lock the door I got out my razor and brought out my list of reasons to cut today it's 4 1. Getting a bad grade on my test one slit 2. Not good enough for my friends one more slit 3. Getting yelled at for not knowing the answer in class one more slit and lastly #4. For being to damn fat one nice deep slit for that one.

I eased the pain with a paper towel and

And medication i stole from my drunk of a father my mum ran off after we moved from Ireland in the year 6 or 6th grade. If your wandering yes I still have my Irish accent it just never faded.

I finally got to are usual spot in the back of Starbucks where no one ever sits, cause no one knows it's there, its like are own little hide out and only one waiter serves us his name is Troy he has jet black hair and piercing blue eyes. You can get lost in them. I used to have the biggest crush on him but he's almost 19 and has the nicest girlfriend ever! Her Names Sydney and she has the hair of a goddess its long and beach blonde that is just a little wavy and bright emerald green eyes.

I ran up to Kyle and slammed into to him to give a hug, he tugged at me wrists to pull me of because my fat body was probably unbearable. I screamed in pain when he touched the tender skin.

"Jesus Ellie what's wrong ?!" he knelt down beside me and lifted up my sleeve his mouth agape

"why Ellie?" I just stared at him

"Eleanor Alexandra Cunningham, why are you cutting your self?!"

"so many reasons" I mumbled my voice barely audible

"what was that?" i looked up to see his eyes not as vibrant they were dark with anger

"SOOO MANY FUCKING REASONS!!!!!" I yelled breaking into uncontrable sobs "I'm not good enough! Okay yea I got asked out by drew but he doesn't like me I'm a charity case for crying out loud! " I spat in anger

"your perfect to me" Kyle said getting Up and leaving me there still crying in anger I grunted got up and when to my car a Audi nice right yea I love it it'd blue my all time favorite color it just relaxes me.

A/N HELLO MY READERS OUT THERE WE NEED TO HAVE DESCRIPTIONS FOR DREW AUBERY CAITLIN MADISON AVA AND LINDSEY SO IN THE COMMENTS DESCRIBE HOW YOU THINK THEY WOULD BE !!! GABBY AND I WILL CHOOOSE THE BEST Y'ALL ARE THE BEST AND SHOULD READ THE OTHER BOOK IM WRITTING IT'S CALLED BUTTERFLY CHALLENGE IT'S A FANFICTION KAY BUH BYE LOVES! !!!!!!!!

Stay beautiful Nicole xxxxx<333