Fighting Demons

The Abuse

Me and Chelsey walked inside "who's here?" I asked and then stopped dead in my tracks...•what the fuck!•

My ex boyfriend, his mental, and physical abusive ass was here? Why?.. I stood there
"y/n?" Chelsey said looking up and noticed what was going on "heyyy y/n!" Colby said proudly walking over to hug me, I pushed him away... which got everyone's attention "y/n? You good?" Tara asked walking over "y/n?" My ex said, I stayed silent and then made eye contact with Colby he was smiling "you asshole" I whispered "what did I do? Nate's my friend of course imma invite him to the kick back" colby smiled

"Hey baby" Seth walked over noticing the tension "oh y'all a thing?" Nate asked "oh no we're dating..why? Who are you?" Seth asked hugging me from behind "oh I'm her ex, my names Nate, this is my gf Gia" he smiled "hey guys" she said I laughed everyone looked at me. "I need a moment" I said unwrapping my self from Seth's grip and walked outside, I mentally screamed "how can he be so calm and collected? Does he not remember what he did?"

~flashback~
"You cheated?" I yelled at him "Excuse me?" He said gripping his bottle tightly "I SAID YOU FUCKING CHEATED SHE JUST CALLED ME!" I yelled "SHUT THE FUCK UP! NOT LIKE YOU GIVE ME ANYTHING ANYWAY!" He said slapping me "DONT EVER RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME!" He yelled "NATHAN! STOP!!" I yelled as he kicked me in the stomach "WHY THE FUCK WOULD I DO THAT! YOU DESERVE IT" he yelled, I coughed up blood, he gripped my hair and pulled my head off the ground "If you ever raise your voice at me again I'll kill you" he smiled throwing my head down towards the ground. I clutched my stomach crying "Go cry somewhere else" he said sitting down. I slowly got up and walked to the bathroom crying clutching my stomach •I'm sorry baby..•
~end of flashback~

I laughed and cried at the same time hitting the wall as gently as I could "y/n?" I heard Seth I quickly stood up straight and wiped my eyes "what's up" I smiled kissing him "you okay?" He asked not seeing the tears cause it was dark Outback "yeah I'm fine I think the alcohol hit me to hard" I laughed "okay do you want some more time or do you want me to st-" "stay please" I said trying not to cry "okay baby come here" he held out his arms. We hugged for a moment •rage...rage is what I felt now• "I wanna hit him in his face" I said "who?" Seth asked "Nate" I smiled about to walk away.

"No y/n" Seth grabbed my arm "DONT- please don't touch me Seth I don't want to take it out on you by accident! I love you okay" I kissed him and walked inside. Everyone was talking to eachother. I walked to the drinks and started downing shots and seltzers as fast as I could •numb..I can't-stand seeing him• "y/n,how you doing?" Colby walked up taking a shot "you know what, I'm feeling fanTAStic" I said drunkenly "are you drunk?" He asked worried "Psh noooo" I said grabbing a truly walking over to Gia "hey girly! You are beautiful" I said "omg thank you!" She said "mhm" I drank sitting on Seth's lap "are you drunk?" He asked "noooo, Hey we need some good music!" I yelled at Sam who chose a shitty song "okay bitch" he laughed turning on 'paranoid-Ty dolla sign'
"Wanna dance?" I asked the girls and we all got up and jumped around singing and dancing "I think these bitches tryna set me up" I yelled looking at Colby who smirked "LOVE MY I COULD BANG IT" Tara yelled

All the boys grouped and talked together while us girls danced and talked •stay positive Colby wants to see you broken• I thought to my self.
I walked up to Seth and sat on his lap facing him "what's up baby" he smiled "I love you" I said smiling "I love you too baby" he kissed me I cuddled into his neck and started kissing his neck "y/n not now" he whispered "why not?" I whined quietly "have you looked around there's people everywhere" he laughed "so show them who I belong to" I smirked "y/n" he said sternly "whateverrrr" I said kissing him & got up and went over to the drinks

"what's up" I heard someone say I snapped my head towards the voice •fuck• I didn't say anything "y/n you can't be mad at me forever, it was a bad time in my life" Nate said I laughed "so what ur saying is that it was okay to beat the child-" he covered my mouth "I didn't know!" He said "get your fucking hands off of me!" I pushed him "don't cause a scene!" He said through gritted teeth "you haven't changed! You're still an abusive piece of shit" I said and he was about to say something when Gia walked over to grab a drink "hey baby what's up" he smiled kissing her "grabbing a drink, y/n we miss you" she whined "I'm gonna go pee and grab a drink and I'll definitely be over" I smiled "okayyy" she said walking away.

I was in the bathroom thinking while pissing when someone knocked "YEAH?" I yelled "it's Seth" he said I opened the door and he locked it behind him "tell me what's really going on y/n" he said "huh?" I said washing my hands "don't- listen Chelsey told me what has happened between you two, not all of it but" "she told you what Seth?" I laughed and turned to him "that we broke up for a dumb reason? That he wasn't abusive?" I said "no she told me that he was abusive..but" "But what there's- I'm not- listen it's over with now I'm focused on us okay" I smiled "I love you y/n maybe you should have some alone time" he said faintly "are you saying we're taking a break from the relationship?" I said "no! Not at all! I just saying maybe you need a day to think about yourself and what you really want" he smiled "I WANT YOU! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I WANT ANYONE ELSE?" I yelled

After a while of semi fighting he walked out after kissing me •a day to think wow Seth, yeah like I want someone other than you! Fuck sake• I tried to calm down. I walked up and sat next to Seth and Tara on the couch.