Longing for You

Give Me All of It

Rain didn't know why he said yes to spending New Years at the house; he barely knew what to say to his brother now.Kim cleared his throat "You're wife seems nice." Rain snorted "I didn't mean to laugh but you never liked her before you said she was an opportunist." Kim looked around for Sun to rescue him but he was in the kitchen with Nuea "I'm sorry I don't really remember." Rain patted Kim's knee "I know its okay. How's your memory is it getting any better?" Kim shrugged "The doctor said I shouldn't force it; but I remember some things. So I guess." Rain got up and looked at the photos that lined the room. His eyes went to a photoof the four of them when they were younger Rain was going over Pahyu's photo when Pahyu walked through the door. "Oh I didn't know you'd still be here." Rain was about to say something when Nuea walked into the room and wrapped her arm around Rain."Happy New Year Phayu you look well; doesn't he Rain? Here we got you a gift." Rain quickly disengaged from Nuea "Uhhh its nothing big but I picked it out myself. Don't open it now." Nuea kept the smile plastered on her face and cleared her throat.
"Yes well I think we need to get going now my parents are expecting us." Rain shrugged her off "I haven't spent time with my in awhile so I think your parents would understand if I decided to stay." Nuea still had that beauty queen smile on her face. "You promised me."Rain sighed "I'll spend time with you tomorrow happy? Its getting late your parents are waiting for you. I'm staying the night here." Nuea it was pointless to keep arguing between her and Pahyu she knew she would never win; but she still had her dignityso she said goodbye gracefully she could always make Rain pay for this new slight later. After Nuea left it felt like all the air that had been held finally released. "I'm sure you and Pahyu want to catch up on old times so happy new year." Sun took Kim's wrist and draggedupstairs. So now it was just Rain and Pahyu alone. "Where's your room?" Pahyu frowned "Why do we need to go to my room we can talk out here just fine." Pahyu crossed his arms. Rain laughed "Fine you win I'm powerless against you." Pahyu rolled his eyes if onlythat were true. "Remember when we took this picture? Ma was so made that we had gotten dirty from the rain but they took our picture anyway." Pahyu got closer and leaned in to see the picture when Rain turned his head and their faces were so close they could feel each other'sbreath Pahyu was about to back away when Rain caught him. Rain put his hand on his cheek, then traced his jawline down his throat, to his collar bone Pahyu knew he should tell Rain to stop. He was about to when he suddenly stopped. Pahyu looked down to see thesliver chain and the ring Pahyu quickly tried to button up his shirt. "You told me you lost it." Rain's voice was husky and sad Pahyu had tried to take it off once when he learned Rain was getting married; but just like Rain it had seared itself to his skin. "I lied"
Rain held onto Pahyu for dear life he whispered; "Please just tonight I promise." Pahyu wrapped around Rain's neck and said, "When have you not been greedy? You've always taken more." Rain bit Pahyu's shoulder and caressed his chest fumbling with the buttons until finally it wason the floor "command me then I'll only do what you tell me..and if I disobey you can punish me anyway you want." Pahyu raised an eyebrow and smirked "Alright then you can't take it back unless you say peaches. Take off your pants and give me your belt. Crawlto me." Rain did what he was told his head resting on Pahyu's crotch he smiled and started undoing his pants when Pahyu stopped him ran his hands through his hair and kissed him right at midnight kiss that held longing, regret, anger and love all mixed together.as they broke apart and wiped each other's tears they started to laugh. "Look at we're such a mess." Rain gently kissed Pahyu's cheek "But at least we make a hot mess. I know I'm greedy I know I can't have you..but its just us now." Pahyu shivered as he felt Rain's cold handstouching him "Your hands are cold." Rain whispered "My whole world has been cold without you you'll need to warm me up again." Pahyu closed his eyes and let Rain wash over him. "Happy New Years Pahyu"