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"I need to see my own beauty and to continue to be reminded that I am enough, that I am worthy of love without effort, that I am beautiful, that the texture of my hair, the size of my lips, the color of my skin, and the feelings that I have are all worthy and okay" ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ | Saige |
Its been two weeks.
Actually a little over two weeks...since I kissed Amir and the thing was that we haven't spoken since then. The next morning was perfectly fine, he ended up leaving after breakfast and we were texting and having a normal conversation like always.
Then he just stopped responding.
I called him like I usually do and he never answered.
I wasn't gonna keep calling and blowing up his phone...he wasn't mine.
But still, for him to ghost me like that? What was the point in even leading me on.
I asked one of my dance instructors to use a room today at the studio. Ever since I signed back up for private dance lessons a couple weeks ago, I've been training to get back to my skill level that I was at before. I wanted to be better honestly.
After doing my morning routine, eating breakfast and getting ready I got in the car and made my way to the dance studio. Once I finally pulled up I took my keys out of the ignition, grabbed my phone, water bottle and dance bag and headed inside.
I walked in meeting my dance instructor at the front counter and gave her a smile.
"Hi Miss Tanya" I said.
"Hi baby! How are you feeling?" she replied.
"I'm okay, just wanted to get away from some things that's all"
"I completely understand sweetie" she responded with a smile. "Room A is open for you, I'll be here all day so stay as long as you like"
"Thank you, I really appreciate it" I said truthfully.
I walked down the hall passing the little girls in the other classrooms and waving to the instructors and then finally making it to my room. I set my things down by the front mirror, took off my shoes and connected my phone to the bluetooth on the radio.
Before I turned on the music, I wanted to stretch first. Doing my splits, working on my posture, stretching my back, legs and arms out. I kind of just zoned out of everything. After I was finished stretching, I got up to put on the song I've been choreographing this routine to for a minute.
