Introduction:
You are 34 years old and have been friends with Bellatrix since your can remember. The two of you always had feelings for each other that were more than friendship. You would do everything together. Bella and you feel really comfortable around each other. During Hogwarts you showered together and always slept in the same bed. You kissed a few times but none of you wanted to admit that they felt more then just friendship for each other because you knew it could never work out. At the age of 19 the both of you got paired to a boy by your family that the two of you should marry. You were lucky with marrying Severus Snape. He was nice, he loved you and cared deeply about you. It could have been perfect he was in fact perfect all that a woman could ever dream of in a husband. There was just one problem. He wasn't Bellatrix. He was lovely and really good in bed don't understand me wrong you loved him but more in a Friends with benefits kind of way. At the age of 21 Severus, you and Bellatrix started working at Hogwarts and Bella seemed more and more distant whenever she saw you and Severus together. At the age of 23 you had your first son and moved into a mansion. You wanted to have more time with your son so you stopped working at Hogwarts and studied at a muggle university to become a psychologist. I mean studding was hard but with the help of magic you were able to finish university in only one year. You had two children afterwards which were both gils named Helen and Grace. Bellatrix was more distanced then ever eve though she was the godmother of Helen."Severus?!?" "Yes darling" "I'm going to visit Bella I'll be back in two hours" "Yes, have fun and take care" He kissed me goodbye and I aperrated in front of Bellatrix manor. God it's been so long my oldest is going to go to Hogwarts soon.
I knocked on the door and soon Bella opened it. I hugged her immediately and kissed her cheek. Bellatrix giggled in response. "Good I feel like we haven't seen us for ages" She hummed in response and closed the door. We went inside and I took of my shoes and coat. "It's been so long is Rodolphus here?" "No he's out with his friends" "How is Atena?" "She's a precious little angle" "You know I always wanted to name my child like that during our time in Hogwarts" "I know I still don't understand why one of your daughters names isn't Athena" "Well Severus ex girlfriends name was Athena" "Now it makes sense, at leat your godchild is named Athena" "Yes speaking of where is our precious angel?" "Oh she's at Narcissas Draco and her get along very well so Cissa and I watch over each other's kid quite a lot"
We spend hours catching up on everything. "So now how is marriage treating you my dear?" I asked knowing that she wanted to vent about her husband. "Like shit I hate Rodolphus please let's not talk about him the only good thing he brought into this world is Athena. So how about you and Sevy?" "Stop calling him that." I giggled. "We'll isn't he your Sevy?" "Yes he still is but he hates that name still after 15 years of marriage." "God we became some boring parents 15 years married to the same guy. How could you go through that without cheating?"
"Bella, *fake gasp* Actually Severus is really good in bed" I blushed at saying that. "Awww cute" "Wait did you just say that you cheated on Rodolphus?" "Well I suppose there were a few one night stands that I had with woman." "Bella" "I'm sorry but we have an open marriage except that I don't sleep with him" "Okay umm...what shall we do?" "Get drunk" "Now that's an idea" I giggled. "My dear I haven't seen you drunk ever since the party after we graduated" "Yesss that's because I have children and a husband souuuuu".
We actually became quite drunk. One thing that you need to know about me being drunk is that I spill secrets.
"Do you still smoke?" I asked laying on Bellas couch. "Occasionally when Athena isn't around" "Wanna have a smoke with me?" "Yeeeessss please" She whined. When we were in our teens we used to smoke to cope with everything and to release some stress. We got out into the garden and shared a cig. I blew some smoke into Bellas mouth and giggled.Suddenly we looked at each other and she kissed me. It was awkward at first but then I matched her movements until I realised what we've done. Fuck I pulled away and was in trance. The only thing that I wanted to do in my entire schoolcarrière with Bella but why now. Everything was good until this moment. The moment that turned my world around.
The moment that "destroyed" everything...
Especially my heart and head.
Like the Virgo I am I was quite shocked at first and then it hit me. It was with Bella, she kissed me, I'm married to Severus, I can't break his heart. So I did the only logical thing that my brain could come up with.
Run away...It's short but the other ones will be longer.