sometimes I wanna kill something, but I dont, so atleast I have some decenty, instead ill punch my walls or clench my fists so hard theres fingernail marks left behind.
My stepfather is emotionally abusive, always putting me down and calling me offensive names then trying to apologize by saying, "Im just kidding" or "im just being hard on you because I know youll suceed".
Honestly, it makes no sense and I cant take it anymore. I wish I could just start over, change my appearance, my name, get new relationships, switch states, it makes me have the urge to just run away, earbuds in my trusty backpack with me with all the cash i have left, but I stop myself and think of everyone it would hurt.
Im messed up, like really messed up, but the only thing thats stoppin me from acting that way is my conscious. this is me signing off again with a, ROUND OF LIQOUR AND DEATH. idk...
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THE MIND OF A PSYCHO
Horrorim writing this to tell my story and let my emotions out
