(Tw: self harm)
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It was finally the next day, Izuku was sleeping smiling cuddling into Bakugou, relaxing in his arms feeling more loved than the last day, bakugou was whispering sweet nothing into his lover's ear making sure he feels safe as he holds the warm embrace. Kissing his forehead and cheeks gently causing the smaller guy giggles in his sleep, slowly waking up as he sees his blonde holding him.
"Well good morning sleeping beauty," Bakugou said in a very calm tone making Izuku's cheeks grow slightly red. "Did you sleep well?"
"Yes I did... very good," Izuku said as he yawns rubbing his eyes snuggling more into Bakugou's chest. "Mmm... you are so warm... do we have to get up today? I really want to cuddle you all day."
"Yea we have to nerd, I will make you some breakfast okay? Now you get up and go shower and get ready-" He ruffle izuku's hair gently before getting up and walking to the kitchen, Izuku slowly got up and walked to the bathroom, humming getting inside the shower, just washing himself as Bakugou make a delicious breakfast. Izuku slowly got out of the shower, sightly looking at the mirror just a bit, he didn't want to see much of himself since it still looked pretty bad, pale skin and eyebags from all those nights alone, his wrist and arms with many scars that now we're going a bit better looking but still badly. He looked at the scars just feeling slightly numb.
We meet again... did you really think because he shows a bit of affection you would feel so much better? he probably feels guilty about leaving you for so long that you become this messed up version of yourself, he doesn't love you... he never will, you are so disgusting, those scars and skinny body are so ugly, who would even love you? you don't even love yourself! HAHAHA!! Come on you know it's all true!! a couple of more marks won't make a difference, would they?
would they?
Before he could react to the urge to cut himself, he was already holding his blade, crying shaking feeling soulless slowly cutting, for what? he didn't even know, he just felt the urge to do so, deep cuts, small cuts, all continues until Bakugou felt that something wasn't okay. Izuku had been cutting his arm for maybe 20 minutes not noticing he hasn't even moved out of the bathroom. Bakugou heard izuku's whimper and crying and quickly knew, barging into the bathroom taking the blade hugging him tightly, izuku just stay still tearing up dripping blood sightly not noticing that he made over 15 cuts in each arm.
"Don't... don't keep going- not today, not tomorrow, and never again.." Bakugou said quietly making a quick explosion breaking the blade into a million pieces "you don't deserve this"
He is lying!!! He is just trying to-
"Please... don't do it... I need you here with me, I love you izuku, I really do!- I will take you therapy don't worry... I will save you..." Bakugou said, very softly almost making izuku not believe what he just said.
"But... the voice... its telling me that you are lying... I-" Izuku said very softly, Bakugou tilt his head and gently pulled izuku out of the bathroom, picking him bandaging his arms.
"Dont listen to that voice, don't just ignore it- its not you its just nothing understand me?" He said sightly raspy making Deku shiver a bit, Deku slowly put his pants and one of bakugou's hoodies on just holding into him. They both started to talk and agreed to take Izuku to therapy soon, But they had to get ready to see Kirishima today so they started to get ready. Walking to the cafe where they would meet their friends.
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