digital diary

second entry

4/01/21

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today was quite alright. i got prescribed antibiotics for my skin, i saw my aunt who is very sick in hospital. i hope she's okay. i went to buy some makeup and got sushi. i painted my nails a sort of plum color, i really like it. been watching pretty little liars, currently on season 1, episode 13. i made chicken rap w mayo for lunch.

i saw family i haven't seen in ages, they've all grown up sooo fast. its sad to see because i was their age once. i don't want to grow up. i had potato and turkey for dinner. my dad and brother weren't there today so it was just mum and i. i spent most of the day chilling out as i had to wake up early for my appointment.

i got a sketch pad today, i drew two cats with cool and warm tones. i tried to make it look good but it's a work in progress. but yeah other than that today was more productive than others. i havent heard from c.d today, im pretty sure he doesnt have a girlfriend but ill double check just in case.

ive been feeling great waves of anxiety recently, it all came on suddenly. im acknowledging my weight gain and see a change. i want to be healthy for myself but finding motivation is hard. i haven't dreamt recently, i miss having them.

entry is a bit short today

-a