My Crazy Ass Baby Mama

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Jazlyn pov^

It's been a week and I'm bored asl I don't got my baby here to talk to my mama gone out of state I cut all my so called friends off my sister is out traveling the world wit ha husband my sister is really living the life I laid on my bed looking up at the roof the roof all over the house is glass so I could see the bright night sky and the full moon I rolled my eyes and got on my phone there wasn't shit going on I got up and went downstairs I grabbed a bottle of Hennessy and started drinking that shii like it was water I walked outside looking at the stars when a memory hit me

FLASHBACK 16 year old Jazlyn and 17 year old Miracle

Jazlyn: I mean we gon have to tell them
Miracle: you can if you want to
Jazlyn: you are no help right now * i said while getting up holding my stomach *
I was now 7 months pregnant I kept my pregnancy a secret from my parents none of my family or friends know I'm with child the only people that does know is Miracle and her mom at first I thought she was gonna tell my mama but surprising she didn't anyways I was in the kitchen on my phone when I got a call from my mom
Me: yes
My mama: Jazlyn Marie Smith
Me: yea
My mama: where da hell are you
Me: at Miracle house
My mama: why df did the fucking police show up at my door because yo ass haven't been to school is 6 months
Me: I-
My mama: what in the actual fuck is wrong with you
I stop going to school when I started showing I was embarrassed asf I didn't wanna go to school like that
My mama: I'm on my way to come get you
Me: I don't wanna go with you
My mama: Do it sounds like I gaf about what you want right now
I stayed quiet
My mama:'my point have yo shit ready
I hung up the phone I don't care what she say or do I'm not leaving so I didn't even bother getting my stuff a few minutes later she was here i was upstairs totally forgot she said she was otw when I heard screaming going on downstairs I could hear my mother's voice she was saying all kinds of things like how she was gonna beat my ass this and the third I could hear Miracle mom trying to calm her down because she was really that mad I really had no choice but to tell her now I had walked downstairs she saw me and it's like you could see her whole world break down in her eyes tears came down in no time I was just standing there with a blink expression I didn't know how to feel or what to feel yea we fucked up made a mistake and that was just something we had  to deal with I never had a problem with owning up to my fuck ups because that was damn sure one of them but I don't regret nothing my baby girl not even here yet and I already know it's her before all even myself so if my mother couldn't accept that I was finna be a mother in 2 months rather she like it or not then she had to go I was very willing to leave for multiple reasons my daughter wasn't finna grow up in a toxic home I knew that if I did want to leave I could always come here or go stay with my dad he was very happy that I was having a daughter he didn't agree with the age that I had her at but he very much understood shit my mother had me when she was 16 her damn self but ig it's the fact that you would want your child to do better as you did but instead they followed right in your footsteps but the difference between me and my mother I didn't have my baby as revenge there's a lot of things that I found out like how my mother fucked her boyfriend brother over some petty shit then turned around and had me let's not forget the mf offer to abort me like it wasn't shit and I'm ngl it hurt like shit so yea we grew to have a fucked up relationship but as we grew it became more then that
My mama: Jazlyn are you fucking serious
Me: I am
She sat there looking at me like I said she has a choice
Me: mama you can either help me through this time of becoming a new parent or you can see your way out the door and never come back and I'll figure the shit out myself which one* I said looking dead into her eyes*
She thought for a second which was about to make me say never fucking mind because if you gotta think about if you wanna be in your child life then that says a lot about you on so many levels
My mama: ok
Me: ok what
My mama: I'll be there for you but the baby will not be here AT all
Mrs.Wellson aka Miracle mom
Mrs.Wellson& Miracle: and why the fuck not
My mama: I don't have to explain shit to y'all this is my daughter and her baby
Me: mama I didn't make the baby by myself come on now
For some reason my mama didn't like Miracle and she have told her that to her face which is mad disrespectful no one never knew why she didn't and Miracle didn't really care enough to ask my mom use the excuse of " she's a bad influence " and I found that crazy because me and Miracle known each other since elementary school and if anything she's been nothing but a good influence.

FLASHBACK OVER

to be continued