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when i got home my dad was still gone i went upstairs and took a shower
my eyes was puffy and red from all the crying i had been doing
i can't believe i'm pregnant and nobody accepts me or my baby
i'm glad i got goldie without her idk what i would do
i cried once again in the shower holding my stomach
once i got out the shower i dried myself off and put on my under garments
i bend down and rubbed my stomach "mommy got you no matter what baby , fuck who don't accept you or don't like it it's us against the world"
i rubbed lotion on my body starting with my stomach
i heard the front door slam so i hurried and finished getting dressed
i heard my dad yell from down the stairs "jade amaari williams get your ass down here now"
from by the school at my name was yelled i already knew it was finna be trouble
i walked lowly downstairs afraid of what was finna go down
when i reached the end of the stairs i saw my dad sitting there shaking his right leg
whenever my daddy shake his right leg he is furious i always got a whooping when he shook that right leg
i sat across from him instead of sitting next to him
"jade amaari williams how far along in the pregnancy are you" he spoke with nothing but anger in his voice
"i'm — im — i'm one month and 2 weeks" i said quietly
"speak up when you talking to me you wasn't that quiet when you was fucking making a baby now was you"
i looked down as my eyes filled with tears
"well you got 8 months and some change til you gave that little baby of yours i hope you saved up because you got to go" he spoke
i looked up at him and my mouth dropped my daddy really kicking me out
"ok" i spoke as i got up and walked back upstairs to pack my stuff
i had been saving up money since 15 everytime my dad gave me allowance i put it up
at 16 i started doing hair and nails to make my own money i also had got a job working at mc donald's
17 i started working at a nursing home
when i was close to turning 18 i quit due to low staff and them thinking they can slave me
i didn't get paid enough to be a slave
i had almost 25,000 saved up so my dad kicking me out didn't leave me homeless or anything
i was finish packing all my stuff in 2 hours i grabbed all my bags and took them downstairs one by one since they were so heavy
my daddy watched me struggle with every single bag he sat on the couch watching my every move
i put the bags in my car one by one running back upstairs i grabbed the last thing my diary
i was tired as hell from running upstairs so i stood down the last stair breathing extra hard
my dad was finna open his mouth and say some to me but i beat him to it
"by the way when i have my baby i don't want nun of you evil no life always bringing somebody else down as family to try to come around and be in my child life you kicking me out don't mean nothing to me i got my own money i can provide for me and my child and fyi if you would've stayed home with your child instead of out playing house i would've known about boys and which boys not to fall for thanks a lot for being a dad when i didn't have a mom i hope you treat your new daughter way better than me because you treated me like shit" i walked out the house and slammed the door
i didn't even want to hear his sorry ass excuse
i was heading to a hotel until i can find me a apartment i texted Goldie my location because i know her ugly ass would come home and wonder where i was
when i arrived at the hotel i checked in and made my way up to my room i only took a small bag with me because i wasn't staying long i was going house haunting soon as i wake up
i grabbed some clothes out my bag and took a shower
a lot of things ran through my head while i was in the shower
"why did i get pregnant?"
"how would my life be if i wasn't pregnant?"
"did my dad do that out of love or hate ?"
i started crying i didn't know how to feel anymore
my baby is the only thing that is making me happy and keeping me motivated
i got out the shower and put my clothes on
i sprayed lysol all over the hotel before i laid down i sat my phone down on the pillow next to me and grabbed my blanket
i closed my eyes as i was dozing off to sleep i got a notification
