[• E u p h o r i a •] Yandere Hetalia X [reader]

🌹S.Italy [Second choice]

  Key words: [R/N] Random name

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  From a distance he watched you. Well to be more exact, you and your "fiance".

  Everytime he sees the two of you, his stomach would churn, making him want to puke out of jealousy. It's not that he liked you. He was after your fiance, [R/N]

  They worked at the same place, time, studied and graduated from the same school and university. Heck even their grandparents knew eachother.

  The young man had grown fond of them ever since they first met and his feelings grew into obsession.  He was obsessed over his childhood friend.

  Words cannot describe how much he wants to rip that pretty skull of yours off. Numbers cannot count how many times he wants to skin you alive for just existing.

  Even so, he can't bring himself to do such a thing. You see, the only thing that's holding him back is his guilt.

  But is it his fault that he wants to murder you? I mean, you did stepped into [R/N]'s life without a warning....

  He was there first so why was he casted aside? Aren't you the other woman? Is it because he's the second choice...?

  Right. He was always the second. No matter how many times he tries his best, he's still the second choice.

  He hated how he was insecure. He hated how he can't confess to [R/N] before you did. He sees himself as a coward and he hates it. He hates himself in general.

  Your relationship with [R/N] has caused him to stalk you: learn more about you. He knows which seat you would take, which path you would walk and your morning routine.

  Upon further inspection he found himself relating to you more and more. But that only gave fuel to the fire.

  If you two are so similar then why wouldn't [F/N] choose him? Why? Has he been replaced? He should be used to it by now but it only made it hurt more. What he hated more was the aching feeling he got everytime he looked at you. It made him all dizzy and nervous.

  Lovino sighed. He was in bed. He can't sleep because his mind was filled with the thoughts of [F/N] and you. The though of you being with them made him sick. He turned to the side.

  On his night stand layed an open book. It was a a story about a delusional woman. She was sick in love with another woman but she can't stand seeing her with another man. She doesn't know that she actually has feelings for the other lady so she murdered her, thinking that she loved her husband. It wasn't the best book for him to read before bed but he still stuck with it.

  Lovino got up from his bed. Running his hand through his hair, he glanced at the book.

  The page that was on display was numbered 130. The scene that took place in that page was when the woman was murdering the other woman. But what is worse is that it inspired him to commit.... Murder.

  It was terrible but as of right now, this was what he wanted to do the most to you. He wanted to feel his cold hands on your neck. He wanted to see you struggle below him. He wanted to see the expression that you would make when he did all of that.

  He can't hold it in anymore. He left his bedroom and put on his jacket.

  He was going mad and he knew it. He knew it yet he willingly let it in. If this was the last thing he did then he's inclined to do it.

  He walked across his neighbourhood. The moonlight shown upon him and he couldn't help but stare back at it.

  It was oddly peaceful. There was beauty in the calm and quite night and he found it. He found the peace within the dark abyss.