♡ A QUICK NOTICE ♡
Hello. Before I begin, I think you should know that these are the last few minutes of my life.
My name is Electra Heart. I assume that's not too terribly important right now, though.. anyways. I would first like to say a little apology to anyone that once loved me, as I suppose this could be seen as a sort of betrayal. I've tried for a very, very long time to not feel so.. hopeful. Hopeful that death would soon approach me and embrace me in his arms until I would no longer feel the pain I do every day. Please know that I have felt an extreme hatred towards myself since day one--and while I will admit that some others have caused this along with my own actions, I am not going to completely blame them. You know who you are.
But, back to the point--I'm sorry. I'm sorry that for some reason, you feel guilty, or betrayed, or sad about my coming death. I hope that you can get over it, because I have long forgotten anyone that cared about me. Maybe this sounds selfish.. but it is only the truth. If for some reason a stranger is to grab this note and read it, congratulations. You have found Electra Heart's last words. Dramatic, isn't it? And ironic.
I would hope that you keep this to yourself. I really don't want too many to know that this was a suicide. I mean, it's going to be obvious enough that I jumped off a fucking building, but whatever. At least nobody can confirm it. I don't have anything to give to anyone, nor does anyone want anything from me. So, I guess I can end this now..
I apologi--no. You know what? I honestly do not care about any of you. Nobody! Not a single soul! I don't even know why I'm writing this! I'm only overstaying my welcome. I'm only giving myself more time to rethink my decision. So, I don't apologize. I take it all back. Fuck all of you. I'm finally going to be away from all of you, and I'm so goddamn happy about it. I'm going to be free.
Hope you have a horrible fucking life, you assholes.
Electra Heart
