Soukoku Oneshots

I love you too, bastard

A/N
This art does not belong to me, credits to the owner.

It has been almost a month since they started dating.

It was a quiet evening and Chuuya was sitting on a chair in their shared apartment reading a book. Dazai had been out most of the day, and when Chuuya saw him in the morning, he looked like he was in some sort of distress, but before Chuuya could ask him what was wrong he ran out of the apartment yelling something about Kunikida and the Agency.

Chuuya was a bit suspicious, but he did meet Kunikida once and he most definitely would not want to be scolded by him.

Suddenly, he heard the door unlock. Of course it was Dazai, that idiot never knocks.

But something was off. Chuuya stood up to greet his lover, except his lover turned away from him.

Now there was definitely something wrong, Dazai always wants to annoy Chuuya.

"Hey" Chuuya said "what's wrong?" He stepped a little closer to Dazai.

Then he felt a strong smell of alcohol coming from his partner.

" Dazai I need you to talk to me, I'm getting worried " Chuuya said in a gentle voice. He was trying his best to not lose his temper, since that would probably result in Dazai being even less willing to talk than he is now.

He knew his partner. He knew that Dazai had a hard time expressing and talking about his true feelings. Usually he hid them with an annoying, goofy mask. But that wasn't the case when he was with Chuuya, as long as the redhead didn't yell.

So Chuuya again, with an even softer voice said to the taller man "Look, it's okay if you don't want to talk just yet, we can sit down on the couch, and you can talk when you're ready, does that sound good?"

That's when Dazai finally spoke. "Why are you still by my side Chuuya? After all I've done to you? And now that we're together I'm not ready to do anything serious, just why? Why are you so patient with me? Why won't you just leave me, I don't deserve this affection."

Chuuya looked up at Dazai "Look at me, Osamu"

Dazais pupils widened at the sound of his first name leaving the lips of the man he loved so dearly.

He had to face Chuuya. Slowly he turned around and looked at the ginger. It had only been a day but he missed his beautiful face. In fact everything about him was beautiful.

"Look" Chuuya said " I'll answer every question you asked so everything is nice and clear. First of all I'm still by your side because I can't fucking leave you , you were my partner for so long goddamit, I can't leave a person I know better than myself, a person who is so important to me." He took a deep breath and continued, on the verge of tears " I know what you've done to me is shitty and you're a shitty person too but how can I forgive you? Because I fucking love you Osamu." At this point tears were spilling from Chuuyas eyes " And I will wait my whole fucking life if that's how long you will need. I love you. I love you so much. I've loved you ever since we were 15, so I will shower you with affection wether you like it or not."

Chuuya was shaking from tears but he still managed to look into his lovers eyes.

Dazai was in shock. Chuuya actually liked him. No he loved him. He knew they were dating but he never thought that Chuuya actually loved him back. He wanted to adjust to the relationship, so he told Chuuya he wasn't ready for anything big yet. But that had changed the second he heard those words escape the redheads mouth.

"Crap, I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" Chuuya started but was cut of by something soft on his lips.

Dazai was kissing him.

It was a short, sweet, loving kiss but it meant alot to both of them.

When the brunette pulled back he looked Chuuya straight (gay) into the eyes and said " I love you too, Chuuya"

The ginger then threw himself onto Dazai, their lips meeting. This time the kiss was more passionate, but still very loving.

When they pulled back, both of them smiled still in a tight embrace. " So I guess we're not taking things so slow anymore, are we" Chuuya said with a smirk.

Dazai just blushed a little and kissed his gingers cheek.

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The next morning Chuuya woke up with someone's strong arms around his body. "Morning Chibi" said the annoying voice he loved so much.

"Morning Mackerel" Chuuya replied.

"Don't you have work Chibi?" The brunette asked with a smirk.

"Shit, I do, why didn't you wake me earlier you bastard?!"

"Well you were so pretty when you were asleep that I didn't want to wake you up." The grin on Dazais face growing slowly. He loved annoying his little hatrack.

"Mori is going to fucking kill me because of you, you shithead" now the ginger was yelling.

"That gross pedo isn't laying a hand on you, I'll make sure of that. But still isn't Ane-san going to get worried? Oh dear I wonder what will happen if she finds out that you were happily sleeping with your boyfriend without even letting her know you'd be late" Dazais smirk was so big, Chuuya wondered how his mouth hasn't ripped yet.

"You son of a bitch. Shit todays her birthday too isn't it. Crap. You are so going to pay for this when I get back"

Oh how Dazai loved seeing his little ginger get angry.

Soon, Chuuya was rushing out of the apartment with some food in his hand.

"I hope those little legs of yours don't slow you down even more" Dazai yelled after him.

"I fucking hate you" Chuuya shouted back.

"I love you too" The brunette replied, smiling.

Chuuya barely heard him but he was sure of what Dazai said and it made him blush a little.

"I love you too, bastard" he whispered to himself.

A/N
Woo this took a long time but it's done. I hate writing dialogue but I'm practicing. This was just something random I came up with at 1 am, so it's probably bad but oh well. Anyways I'm open to constructive criticism, so please let me know if there's something I can improve. If you liked this please vote, it will help me out a lot and motivate me to write more.

Also I decided I will ask questions at the end of chapters so todays question is what pronouns do you use?

I go by they/them atm but I'm trying out different ones.

Remember you are valid even if someone tells you otherwise<3

Take care guys<33

Word count: 1050ish