Mind games ~ arcane oneshots

⚠️Jinx x suicidal reader

!tw this chapter contains suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and death!

I was standing on the edge looking at my bleeding wrists, salty tears mixing with the crimson-red liquid. 'Why do you have to screw up everything' the voice in my head screamed at me, 'Everyone wishes you were dead', 'Nobody wants you' the voices kept getting louder, "Shut up!" I screamed back.

I looked at the bloody piece of glass piercing my hand and quickly sliced a thin line on my forearm leaving a new line on my skin, I looked down into the shadowy abyss below and considered just leaning a bit further and just ending everyone's suffering, I closed my eyes and leaned toward the giant crater below but before I could end it all I heard footsteps sprinting towards me.

I opened my eyes and looked behind me to see Jinx running towards me, tears in her eyes, "No Y/n please don't" she yelled at me but all I can hear are my voices telling me to 'jump, it's your fault Jinx is crying. she's crying 'cause she hates you!' I finally made up my mind and closed my eyes and took my final steps.

I felt the feeling of falling and I took one last look at the world, I saw Jinx looking over the edge with an unexplainable emotion written on her face, the feeling of death sinks in and I closed my eyes for the last time. My last thought is jinx before I no longer exist.

Here's a different ending a little less sad

I felt the feeling of falling but before the peace of dying accepted me I felt a massive pull on my arm I looked up, and I see Jinx holding onto the edge while she was holding my hand "Please let me go." I said practically begging but she does not let me go she just continued to look at me with a hurtful expression as she started to slowly drags us up onto the ledge, when we make it to the top jinx stood up and pulled me up with her, and before I have a chance to do anything she tackled me in a hug and started crying.

She led us away from the edge and out of her workshop where we go to my bedroom to snuggle, not talk, just sit in each other's embrace comforting one another from that moment.

Author note

This is actually from my book Goodbye if you find this interesting somehow- then you can find it on my page, the book takes a sharp turn after the first chapter so you probably won't like the rest but who knows maybe you're into that kinda garbage, anyways enjoy another terrible one shot. 🏳️‍🌈

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