You Saved Me

Home life

( Chris POV )
The bell rang telling me school was over I quickly got all my stuff together and run out the door as fast as I could not wanting Josh to see me. "Hey fag" Josh said and I froze. "To day is your lucky day I have to be somewhere today so I won't pound you" Josh said. I breathed a sigh of relieve. "But don't think I won't go hard on you tomorrow" Josh said walking out the door. I took this time to run home. I opened the door and my mom was there yelling at my older brother. "Get your lazy ass up and do some work around the house if you not going to find a job" Mom yelled. I don't like when they yell. "I'm not your servant" Frank my brother yelled back. "What the hell did you just say" Mom said yelling more. I covered my ears going up to my room. I opened my door and smiled this was my happy place. I had a small room with a desk a old laptop a bed and some band posters on the well. I put my bag down and Plopped into bed. I was just looking at the ceiling when my phone beeped.

S- hey why did you leave school so fast?
C- sorry had to get home family stuff
S- oh I get it

I wish he did

S- so wanted to hang out tomorrow after school
C- um sure let me just ask my mom
S- oh ok

I got up and went downstairs and into the kitchen. Hey mom would it be ok if I see a friend after school tomorrow. Mom stopped her cooking and looked at me. "Is this a girl friend or a boy friend" um it's a guy kinda friend. "Where are you guys going to met up you know my rule about having boys over" mom said Sternly. Um well we are meeting at the um park yah the park. "Are you sure" mom asked. Yes the park. "Ok cause if you brought a boy home I would kick your ass" mom said. No I won't mom. After that I went back upstairs to my room.

C- sorry it took so long
S- it's ok what did she say
C- she said yes but I told her we are meeting in the park
S- the park sounds fine
C-really
S-yah I like the park
C-ok
S- well than it's a date
C- oh yah well I have go now
S- alright small fry good night
C- yah night

Oh my god my first date with Sanke well maybe not a real date but he called it a date. "Chris dinner is ready" mom yelled. I'm not hungry I yelled back. "You get your ass down here and eat or I will come get you" mom yelled back. I don't want to eat I yelled again. I could here mom's loud feet on the ground as she come up so I hid under my bed like I always do. Mom opened my bedroom door walking in. "You ungrateful little shit" mom said looking for me. I was laying on my stomach under my bed when I felt cold hands grab my ankles. Mom pulled me out and I screamed. "You little shit" mom said then slapped my face. I tried to keep from crying. "Your brother is a lazy ass and your a pice of shit" mom said throwing me to the ground. "I have ungrateful kids" mom said then left. I got up and grabbed my blade then went to the bathroom and cut my arm a few times while crying. When I was done I was a crying bloody mess so I turned the shower on. I took all my clothes off and I could see my skinny bruised body in the floor length mirror. I'm ugly I thought as I got into the shower and let the water run all over my aching body. It felt so nice to have the hot water on me. After a little bit I got out and went back to my room and put a black shirt on and black pants then got into bed after turning the light off. After I pulled the blanket up I went to bed for the night.