I can't manage.

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I can't do it. 

It was all he could think, he had been trying for weeks, but he feels all he does is fuck up with Izuku. He's been trying to apologize, he has tried writing it out or texting it to him, but he's never had the courage, maybe it's because he feels he doesn't deserve to apologize, but to him, Izuku absolutely deserves an apology. He feels like he doesn't deserve to be forgiven, and that's why he doesn't have the will to apologize. Izuku would just forgive him and move on. 
 

Bakugou sighed as he went downstairs to cook breakfast, it was his turn after all. Deku came down earlier than normal this time. He yawns, glancing at Katsuki.  

“Oh, morning Kacchan… Uhm, I thought you’d still be asleep, I was gonna make breakfast-”  

“I got it covered, just sit down or somethin’.”  

Izuku nodded, going back upstairs, and bringing his sketchbook down, setting it on the table, and sitting down. Katsuki glanced at the leg the spider had bitten the previous day.  

“Is it swelling’ or anythin’?”  

“Uh, not sure, just aches, I’m sure it’ll be fine, it was one of the harmless spiders.”  

Katsuki stayed silent for a moment, nodding and going back to cooking as Mitsuki, and Inko came downstairs with laundry.  

“Good morning, Katsuki and Izuku! Remember to wash your clothes after school today! Wouldn’t wanna be stinky for your entrance exams into the academy in a few days!”  

Inko spoke with kindness, putting her load in, and Mitsuki unloading her laundry load.  

“Will do mom!”  

Katsuki nodded, setting the table as the mothers sat down, he sat down next to Deku, and everyone began eating. Mitsuki spoke up

“So, Katsuki, Izuku, how’s the summer training? I honestly thought you two were in the same class.” 

“I thought Deku was in some nerd thing, he’s in the same kind of class as me?” 

Mitsuki nodded, looking over to Izuku,

“It’s going well, I’m fifth in the class.”
  

Inko smiled, looking over to Katsuki 

“Oh? What about you, Katsuki?”  

“Tch. I’m second in mine.”  


“Great job both of you!”  


Deku and Katsuki nodded, getting up, and packing their lunch stuff, and school things. Izuku left first, Katsuki catching up to him a few minutes after. 


“Oi nerd, wait for me next time. It’s annoyin’ to try and catch up.” 


Izuku nodded, staring at the ground. 


“What’s up nerd?” 


“Well, class is good but- er, never mind, nothing’s up...” 


“That’s bullshit, what’s going on?” 


Izuku sighed, and kept walking, not answering him.  


“Hey, Deku, I’m serious. Don’t ignore me. Dek-” 


“I’m not telling you, drop it, Kacchan.” 


“No, I’m not dropping it. Deku-” 


KatsukiEnough.” 


Bakugou fell silent and nodded. It was silent for the rest of the way there.

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Hey! So next chapter is going to be a time skip! Moving onto when they get into the academy for people training to be police! Izuku has learned about his newfound powers by now and is getting the hang of it!!

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