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In the morning , I woke up , I didn't sleep that well , I had the weirdest dream of all time , but it felt so real , I turned around to pick up some clothes , and then, I saw , the same top full of vomit , the same in my dream.Suddenly , memories flew in head , I fell on the ground , knees first, rapping my hairs off, wondering how stupid I was to even think of doing such thing .
"no! ...no..no" I whispered to myself. I wanted to burry myself.
I opened the bedroom's door, the boys were around the couch passing Liam cellphone all surprised , my phone was buzzing in my pocket , it never buzzed that much, I sure did have lots of notifications.
" oh god " Niall shrugged burying his face with his hand .Something bad just happend.
" uhum, guys, im ready to spell my guts out " I mumbled still avoiding eye contact .
When they heard me , they all turned around with pale faces .I walked toward them stuffed my self on a tinny blank space on the couch.
" so.....last night, after you all let me down, I got angry, and like you all know I drink to forget, I drove not knowing where I was heading to, I stoped near a crapy bar , no one recognized me there, so when a young lady helped me after getting really drunk and dizzy , I accepted her help .." and then took a deep breatg and continued:
" only beause I felt like she is doing it for who I am not because im a famous person *snif, snif* , then she offered a night, I kinda said yes, but then she called it off...... i regret everything. .."
No respond, only silence took over the room.I heard Lou whispering Liam:
" tell him ...."
"tell what? " I asked as my heart was beating faster.
Liam grabbed his phone , and turned it so it would face me , a photo of me and a blond girl looking so close popped at my face , a fan tweeted it , it had thousands of retweet, so I knew the whole world Is already talking about it , what explained the notifications.
"....but!!.....I swear nothing happend .......I swear! " I defended as warm tears were runing down my puffy red eyes
"we believe you....we would never doupt you... its just its gonna be hard convincing others" Harry started " and harder convincing Perrie"
Perrie.My fiance.I could imagine her already breaking down, and locking herself in her bedroom.She prefer being left alone in the hard times.I know everything about her, she knows everything about me .
I runned to my room and locked the door, and dialed Perrie. Someone answered
" how do you even dear calling her mate, she doesn't want to hear about you anymore "
" uhm, whos this?"
" Jade..want an advice , leave her alone, before you make her do something stupid ...bye"
"wait! !, she got everything wrong...lemme talk to hear! plz? !"
"I repeat, bye! "
I layed on bed, and cuddled my pillow crying for ours, I dont remember doing anything but that.The t.v. was on , and suddenly I heard my name :
" Exclusive! Zayn Malik, member in One Direction, the hottest boy band of this century, got cought cheating on fiance Perrie Edwards , could this be then end of Zerrie one of the cuttest couple? All we can do is pray for Perrie to get trought this horrible news.As for the blondy In the pictures, she is a model, and she exposed herself to the media claiming that she has slept with Zayn....."
I couldnt hear more fake news , i shut down the t.v. .I was full of rage against that blond liar.I knock on the door woke me up from my deep thoughts.
" we can go beat the shit out of this girl " Harry smirked tring to make me feel better.But he sounded so dead serious.
" I need to be alone .."
"ohh...okay..if yu need anything , dont hesitate call me"
I was receiving hate tweets, and death threatens, all from LM fans, as for my fans they all defended me , they are such sweethearts, one more reason to adore them.But this didnt keep me from tweeting my feelings
" im 22 years old, and love a girl name Perrie Edwards.There 'sa lot of jealous f*** in this world, im sorry for what it looks like x "
The time zone was different between London and Thailand , so my family didn't have a clue of what was happening in my life right now.
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