Not what I expected.(Zayn Malik fanfic) {Not continuing this fanfic}

chapter 5

I stepped outside in my white tank top and grey sweat pants. I was shivering It felt like it was below zero. I felt goosebumps appearing on my skin. I looked around to see no one in sight. Right before I was going to close the door a black boot stopped the door from closing. I let go of the door and stood back, then the door swung open. There stood Zayn with a big smile on his face. He got closer to me by the second. And before I could react his large muscular hands pushed me to the ground. "wheres your room?" He asked while his light brown orbs made contact with my blue ones."um up the stairs and t-two doors to the r-right." I said stuttering. I was very scared, and still laying on the ground. 

He then left to go up to my room. I got up from the floor. I stood there speechless. I quickly ran up the stairs to see what he is doing. He is going through my drawers. "what are you doing ?!" I said while rising my voice a bit. "calm down babe just looking for something sexy you can wear" He said in a soothing tone. 

He then pulled out a blue laced bra with a matching thong. "wear this for tonight" Zayn said while waving the bra and thong in my face. "NO!" I yelled at him. I was furious. I then snatched the bra and thong from his hands and put it back in the drawer. He then came up to me and grabbed my hips and sooner or later our chest where touching. He then put his right hand on my neck and turning it to the left. He then saw the hickey he left me. He looked proud of himself. "mmmm that hickey looks good on you, maybe I should put another one on you" I was scared. I did like Zayn but he was rushing things a bit to fast. He started to kiss the crook of my neck. He then grabs his left hand and cups one of my breast. I had my eyes wide open in shock. " ZAYN GET OFF ME!" I then pushed him off me and he fell onto my bed. 

His light brown orbs then darkened He was pissed off. "you shouldn't have done that!" he yelled with his teeth together and his hands in a fist form by his sides as he was laying on my bed. He then got off the bed and came face to face with me.  I was scared as hell! Then Zayn's hand  made contact with my face. He slapped me! I fell to the ground! I held my cheek with my right hand while using my left hand to get me off the ground. I was in total shock., "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"  I yelled with my fist up in the air. His eyes where then turned back to normal. Back to his light brown orbs. He sat on my bed, with his head buried in his hands. " I said get out" I then walked to my bedroom door and opened it signaling him to get out. 

"Look Bea I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit you, I don't know what got over me" he said while looking at the ground and bitting his lip. "look Zayn I don't want anything to do with you right now can you just please get out" I spoke quietly. "NO! not unless you take my apology." he firmly spoke. He then locked his light brown orbs with my blue ones. His eyes had apology written all over them. He just looked so innocent. But no I wasn't falling for this, not again! "no jut please get out" I said while taking my eyes off him and looking at the ground. I felt bad for a second but I had to put myself together. "ok" he deeply sighed and got off the bed and headed downstairs and going to my front door. I followed behind him. He locked eyes with me one more time before heading out the door. I then closed the door and leaned back on it and slid down the door. A tear escaped my face as I touched the bruise he left me.