Y/n pov
I was sitting across from the producer of Twohottakes, the podcast was going pretty good so far and she told me we didn't have to talk about mattia until now " so y/n I heard you and mattia broke up recently, how was he in the beginning"
I took a deep breath and took a minute to gather my thoughts. "At first he introduced me to his family, he would sit through my favorite tv shows and act like he was interested, he would make me breakfast in the morning when he got home from work to make me feel like a princess. He always talked about us traveling the world and said we should always put each other first. We would sit and listen and laugh at old love songs but now I can't listen to them without hating him."
I looked at the producer and she looked guilty. "Y/n don't hate me." I looked at her confused and then I saw him, mattia, he smiled at her and then looked at me. " why is mattia here" " because I want to Apologize" I looked at him and scoffed " apologize? you lied to me you fucking used me. I remember when you used to call me late at night complaining about your friends for hours? And I dealt with all your fucking issues, and for what? Because you didn't want me after you got what you wanted?
" don't you miss me".
" why would I miss you mattia ?" Cause I miss you, I miss us together we were happy and we were good you bring out the best in me I want us back". I could feel the tears running down my face. "You know what I want back? All the tears I cried after you decided things would be better without me". " but I love you"
He tried to grab my hands while he was kneeling looking at me.
" I could say I'm sorry but I'm not, you don't deserve the one thing that you lost." But you know what you must have had your fingers crossed when you said you loved me because you've always been is a liar.
"Y/n just listen"
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Part 2?
Sorry for the chart chapter
