REWIND °SATZU°

ROOM 1225

"In a sea of people, my eyes will only search for you"
Skittles for you.
-Tzuyu 💜

Sana just chuckled and thought that was cute and romantic. She released a deep and frustrating sighed.

"I wish you knew, Tzuyu"

Sana entered the room with a heavy heart. She put the bottle of wine full of skittles at the side table of her bed. She throw herself in bed and stared at the ceiling for a while with random things in her mind.

"Why it has to be like this Sana? You let me to live your life with wonderful people in it, this is so hard to let go if I decide to take my own path. And... Tzuyu. *sighed* I fell hard on her as much as you do Sana. I felt so stupid falling in love with Tzuyu though in some part it's your fault Sana, because you left me your diaries and hidden treasures about her it gave me idea to know her too. *sighed* I'm sorry Sis but I'm guilty to what I feel for her because I think she's... yours."

Sana deep sighed for the nth time while still lying on her bed spreading herself wholly.

She stopped mumbling and again her mind flew just by thinking how it started.

•Flashback•

"This is for you my twin sister. For saving me. Apologize Sis, it take so long to finally make step to find your lover. Well, you know I just finished school and had to find descent job, but don't worry sis grandma here said she will give her full support on me while searching your lover."

Sana and her grandma giggled sweetly over her grave with pretty fresh tulips they brought and surely Sana's twin favorite flower according to her journal. Grandma made sure to visit her late Son, her wife and granddaughter buried in one of the exclusive cemetery in South Korea at least once in two months since Grandma reside in Australia. Moreover, in the past few months is extra special for Grandma since her ONLY family Sana accompanied her after she achieved her dream to become a book author. Further, it's been 9 years since the accident and took the life of her family but amidst all that Grandma and Sana try to continue their lives as it is, since they're sure if they lived their lives full of sadness, mourn and distress it will make their late family unhappy. Grandma is now in her 60's, healthy and cheerful while Sana is just 23 when she published her first book and received praises from her readers and even received her first award gaining attention to the biggest publication company in Australia.

After the visitation while walking their way out, Grandma utter a words that simply melt Sana's heart it gave her realization and even gave a clear vision of purpose in life since she's just starting with her journey.

"Dear, I'm very very proud of you though I already tell you this many times and I will tell you more and won't get tired. You've grown into a fine, beautiful, gorgeous woman, you are like your father selfless and kind while on the other side is for being bright, smart and ambitious. I'm sure they're smiling at us right now above with your sister. You know your twin is such a sweetheart I mean you both are but she's the sweetest no offense my dear, she's truly an angel. *sighed* she even saved you."

Grandma stroke Sana's hair and smile plainly, while Sana smile at her back noticed a tear formed on her side eye. Grandma directly grab her floral printed hanky and wipe her only granddaughter's tear before it fall.

"Grandma, next week I'm starting my way finding to fulfill as what I promised to my twin sister. In this way I can compensate her in contract for extending my life because of her."