JAYY'S P.O.V:
The bell rang inturrupting mine and dahvies perfect time. That was the most awesome break time ever! usally i can not wait for it to end but not that one , i wanted it to last forever but that didnt happen.We both reluctantley pulled away from each other leaving me feeling cold. "Maybe its best that people dont know about us" Dahvie said whilst looking up at me , i nodded my head in agreement and we were both about to set of to lesson but i just had to ask "So where does that leave us? , are we like boyfreinds now or what i mean its tottally cool if you dont want to and that" i was cut off by dahvie kissing me on the lips , "Yes jayy , we are boyfreinds now if you want to be mine but i think its best if we keep it quiet okay?" I nodded and smiled "Now come on , we dont wana be late" He said whilst grabbing his bag and walking a couple of feet in front of me so it didnt look suspicious , i didnt mind though because i got a cracking veiw of his backside! Im so glad that we are together. I reached the classroom for my lessson , as i walked in i looked to my normal seat expecting to see dahvie but he wasnt there , i suddenly heard a loud shreik and giggle from the other side of the room , i looked over to see dahvie sitting with some of the girls that bully me , they were all over him , how did that happen? i thought they hated him as much as they hated me , but then again , why would they , im just some fat ugly faggot and hes a beautiful handsome boy.I felt tears pricking up in my eyes as i walked to the back of the classroom. I placed my bag down , put my earphones in and let my hair fall across my face , i pulled out my notebook and started writing lyrics. I felt something hit my face , i looked up to see the bullys sat in a group , with dahvie may i add throwing paper balls at me . But something in me told me that dahvie didnt mean it , he was just looking at me with sorryfull eyes , i could tell this wasnt what he wanted , he would rarther be with me , i could tell by his eyes and by his laugh , his laugh was fake just like the rest of the act , so it didnt really bother me , i was used to it anyway and deep down i knew that dahvie loved me.
DAHVIE'S P.O.V:
It killed me to join in with the rest of them throwing things at jayy and laughing , as he looked up at me i just looked at him , he had tears in his eyes and it was breaking my heart to see him upset . But something in his look made me sure that he knew i didnt want to do it and that i was just trying to save myself from the bullying , see in my old school , i was bullied to fuck! Everyone hated me and i was an outcast , i didnt fit in anywhere , even my mom and dad hated me , so they left me alone to fight for myself , but then the social services found me and put me with an adoptive family , but that only made things worse because people then took the piss by saying even my parents didnt want me , which was true but it hurt when they said it and laughed at it , it really did hurt . In result of all the bullying i turned to self harm and tried to commit suicide over 3 times . So this summer i got put with a new family in a new area and here i am now in this school with the most beautiful boyfreind anyone could wish for . The bell rang and i was glad because it meant an end to this horrible day and torturous lesson i just hope jayy would forgive me and not think im a terrible boyfreind even though i am.
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Hey guys , so here it is the next chapter , there is going to be a bit of drama in the next chapter so this was just a filler chapter really , by the way im so happy!!!! i have two comments , one on my andley and one on this , they honestley mean the world to me so thank you for that , also i noticed my votes had gone from 7 to 9 , so again thank you for that it means alot , im going to update my andley later on ( saying that because its 1.00am in the morning so yeah) and i may have the next chapter for this up today too because i have a long free day , ive done all my homework and stuff so i can just sit around on youtube and write some chapters for you guys!!!!! Love you all my lil cookie monsters! :D -Blackhearts <3
