Dear Kurstin
I pray to God that you're still here with everyone else on earth. Honestly, I don't know where you are, what you're doing, or where you're going. The one thing I do know is how you're feeling.
I know I hurt you and I didn't mean to. It was a stupid and selfish mistake. I don't normally do that type of thing. I promise you that I'll never do it again.
When you told me what happened to you...what you were slowly remembering, it broke my heart. If I knew the person that did that to you, they would not be breathing right now. No one should do that to anyone and get away with it.
My point is that I love you. I know you think otherwise, but I'm telling you now even if you don't believe it. If you needed me by your side I'd get in a plane and fly to wherever you are. When it's late at night, I'll stay up talking to you if that's what you want. Sure I'll look like I'm a zombie high off of too much brains, but I'd do that for you.
I just want you to realize how much I love you. I'd do anything for you, even if you wanted me to jump off if a bridge. You're the only person I've felt so strongly about. I just needed to make sure I left this behind for you so you knew.
Forever & Always,
Jake
