Friends With The Lead Singer Of Molotov Jukebox

Memories

I walked around Natalias house smiling as I couldn't believe how big it was I looked out the window as Mimosa walked over to me as I looked down seeing her next to me I played some against the current just walking to the couch scrolling threw my phone Mimosa came up sensing wasn't right with me I was wearing my corset alot more and not eating much when I had a forced smile on my face looking at her saying hey Mimosa how's it going? Mimosa pawed at me as I just ignored it I started seeing photos seeing cowboy hats and everything flashing back to the hoedown that I went to with my ex boyfriend Jonah that cheated on me I wiped my tear away then saw prom dresses I flashed back to one of my proms at herion heights when I balled by eyes out but not wanting Natalia to be alarmed I was crying Natalia got me recently a service dog for my anxiety and depression so she would know if I was hiding any emotion thoughts I was having I named her Nymphodora I saw her pawing at Natalias bedroom door as I said hey stop! I'm ok Nymphodora kept on going as Natalia opened the door seeing Nymphodora pawing at her pants when she looked up seeing my pants were wet a tear drop fell from my eyes as it sparked her attention she ran to me as she said hey you ok? That's when she looked down seeing the prom dresses she said hey its those memories again is it? I said it's my fault that she got hurt if I told her to becareful she wouldn't have gotten hurt I could have asked her to prom but I didn't stupid,stupid,stupid Natalia hugged me pulling me close saying hey its OK I'm here,I'm here I smiled a bit as I laid on her shoulder crying not letting her go