cover up

lexi and luke

school is ok for me. its pretty fun except for all the drama my friends get me into. i mean i pretty much talk to everyone so no one really doesn't like me except for lexi. she really hates me and i really hate her so i guess you could say that i don't talk to everyone and some of her friends are bitches too.

lexi is a bitch. and i mean that. shes the one that i was talking about earlier that we got into a huge fight and she spread every little secret about me. i mean i don't even remember what the fight was about. i was stupid. but i will probably never talk to her again. she tried to apologize to me about the fight and what she did but obviously i didn't forgive her. who would?

she told everybody that my parents were divorced and that it was my fault. she told everyone that i had a crush on Luke. hes really cute and in a band called 5 seconds of summer. i don't think anyone ever told him, and if they did he wouldn't care. he has so many girls that like him. he wouldn't like me. no one does.

but my friends helped me with the lexi situation because at that point i just wanted to die. i'm surprised that i didn't just kill myself. i know that was when i started cutting. i know no one knows about that because i always wear oversized band sweatshirts all the time. i least i hope no one does. exceptionally Luke.

i don't think we have ever talked. well maybe once. i think he ask to borrow a pencil in math one time. then again hes a pretty quiet guy. its kinda cute. if you're wondering. hes Australian. hes 6'4 so pretty tall. which is good because i'm tall too, but not that tall. he has blonde hair that's so cute and it looks perfect i swear like 24/7. He has these really blue eyes. he so cute.

i don't think i will ever talk to him again cause we weren't really friends. then again his only friends with his band mates. which are ashton, Michael, and calum.

authors note: this isn't the best chapter because i'm just trying to get all the information down but don't worry the good part will start soon i promise.