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The VMA'S

"And next to the stage give it up for the beautifully talented and my home girl Storm" 

The stage is dark I'm standing in my starting position shaking in anxiety and adrenaline I hear the audience scream the camera moves in a fast and swift motion the lights are on and my music starts the loud bass goes through my body as I begin to walk forward I start to sing letting my hand start at my stomach and slowly slide its way up to my face and rotating my arm around my head letting my head roll in the same direction bringing my head up slowly I hear the counts and beats in my ear 

1 2 3 4 Click 

1 2 3 4 Click  

on the second click, I squat down letting my legs open for the audience I slowly close them and make eye contact with a fan in the audience who is recording I wink at them and their face was priceless I roll over to my back 

1 2 3 4 Click 

on the next click, I open my legs and tilt my head back then I roll and stand up my dancers right behind me now for the dance break I look at the audience one more time smiling and winking towards the camera then I turn around starting to dance hitting every beat letting my hands roam around my body and shaking my ass like I have rent due after I finished my dance I start to sing again

 "almost done," I tell myself in my head

 I finish my last note dragging it out breathing hard and smiling I run off stage to go change as Doja Cat begins to speak again. 

I change into a Long silk red dress with a slit that goes up to my hip on the right side I have on sparkly gold shoes and all my jewellery is gold I wear a black wig that's long like phocohantus my nails are long and red with my ring finger coated in jewels my makeup is flawless and not a mistake insight I could fly away with these beautiful lashes I put on some red lipstick and make sure there is highlighter on every angle I gotta shine bright like a diamond making sure there no lipstick on my teeth I take one last look at myself 

"Damn girl you look good," I said to my reflection outlining my curves nothing wrong with a little self-love 

I walk out and found my best friend Alyssa who was one of my dancers. She had on a long velvet green dress with one sleeve on her right shoulder she also had a slit in her leg with a pair of brown heels with gold glitter on them. Her make-up was stunning but my favourite was her lips they were coated with glitter lip gloss and it made her lips glow even brighter she looked absolutely stunning I'm glad I brought her with me as my pulse one. 

"Okay let's go sit in the audience I hope I get an award tonight," I said holding my best friend's hand nervous as ever 

"It's going to be okay don't worry you were so good up there," she said shaking my hand 

"really because Chole did so good I mean her song is amazing and so was her performance," I said sounding anxious and doubting myself 

she stopped me from walking turned me around and gave me the meanest mean mug ever 

"bitch are you serious," she said grabbing my face 

"you did amazing okay remember you use to sing and dance in your tiny garage and I use to be right there behind you dancing and now you're performing at the fucking VMA'S and nominated for three awards don't doubt yourself you made it to the big leagues like you always dreamed of who cares if you don't win an award this is the award okay" she said smiling at me with glossy eyes 

I look back at her my eyes glossy too she was right I use to sing in a church choir and dance around my room thinking I was Aaliyah and when I meet Alyssa all we did was sing and dance with each other and everyone who knew me said I was going to be a star and here I am. This is an award.