Falling for You | 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝓀𝓈

1.//Home//

I watch the sun raise every morning. So did I today. I watched it out of the little window in my small - but quite charming - bedroom.
  You know, I really love the nature. It's like a pattern to me. Cause it literally makes me live, so I enjoy it, and that's the deal. In other words: That's me and the natures pattern.

I got early out of bed this morning. The house was empty. Tonks probably left early for work. I'm so proud of her, that she wants to be an auror...tho she did promise me, we could go to diagon alley today. To get my stuff for hogwarts. But it's fine. I mean, there's still two weeks left.

'I got my hogwarts letter two days ago! I'm so exited - and scared, at the same time. What if I make a disappointing house *slytherin*?! But that's definitely not gonna happen, right?'

After I had searched the house for life, I went and took a long, warm, satisfying, bath. I have this one shampoo, that smells like mum. I miss mum and dad. Especially mum. She used to brush my hair trough, with a dark wood comb, every night, while dad and tonks were downstairs, practicing tonks hair color shift. My parents used to say that  our hair was a gift from god himself.

'I love, and hate this feeling. The feeling of missing people. I love it because you can look back, and think about all great moments. And I hate it cause you know you can't make new moments. Ever.'

I stepped out of the dirty ish shower. Onto the cold and wet floor. I had laid my towel on the toilet, and my clothes on top. I changed fast. I had taken a blue, warm sweatshirt on, and some basic jeans. The sweatshirt is actually a hand-me-down. It was once tonks, but she grew out of it, and decided she wanted to give it to me.

I brushed my teeth gently, in the noisy silence.
When I was done I took a look in the mirror. To my surprise, my hair was blue. It must have turned blue when I thought of mum and dad. I messed it up, then combed it again. In that way, it turned to my usual (h/c) look, again.
  I smiled to myself in the mirror.
  I like my eyes. I've always been complimented, for my pretty eyes.

I walked downstairs, and looked at the clock - 10:08. I must've taken long in the shower.

The tonks house was pretty comfortable to be in. There was a fireplace in the living room, and pictures of me and tonks all over the place. It was pretty sad when thinking about it. I mean, that we live in such a beautiful place, but that there's only two of us to share it. Such a shame.

   I went into the dinning room. "She made me breakfast?" I whispered. Don't get me wrong, I love when she makes me breakfast. I love the way, she form her special pancakes, into shapes. But she never makes me breakfast when I'm home alone.
    I went over to the plate. It wasn't pancakes. It was a toast, with scrambled eggs. there was a note by the knife. " I'm sorry, but I'm not able to take you to diagon alley today. But I promise We'll go there Saturday. -sissy :)"

          'Yeah, I had figured that one out'

I only ate a small part of my breakfast. I wasn't that much into toast. But I appreciate her try. Was that mean? Never mind.

Tonks owned a pet rat, when she went to hogwarts. It was named Einstein. She was really sad when it died. So mum and dad, bought her a new one. It's called Einstein the second. Very creative (note the sarcasm).
Einstein the second, stood across the dining room. He was a chubby - but cute - little pet rat.
His tail was shorter than supposed to, I've always wondered why.
I like him. He's an excellent listener. It's probably because he doesn't talk.

I didn't notice how I stared at him, until I got that feeling, where you fly out of your body, and look yourself in the eyes.

'Creepy'

I went to go clean my plate.
When I was done, I put on a thin jacket, and went outside to our garden.
     The weather was hot and humid. Our garden was a very calm and beautiful place. We had trees, rocks, a tiny Lake and Wild bushes with beautiful roses.
Mum used to take care of our roses. But I guess, she ain't able to do that anymore. So I'm taking over her business. It's the least, I can do.

[time skip]

I had made a cake for moody, and sissy. It was so ugly. But it was there, and I wouldn't wanna throw it out now, after I spend time on it.

I looked at the clock - 18:23. Tonks should be home soon.
  And as I predicted, I heard our door make a sound. Must be her!
I ran out of the dining room, into the entrance, and there she was. She was so pretty, With her a pale heart shaped face, and dark twinkling eyes. Not to mention, her soft, shinny bubblegum colored hair.
   When I grow old, I want to be exactly like tonks.

"Hey n/n! I've missed you sooo much." She said, while hugging me tight. She smelled like roses.

"did you get my note?"

I nodded. I really don't know why, but I've never liked to speak that much. Its a bad habit.

   I took her hand, and guided her through the dining room, and into the kitchen. Then I showed her my ugly cake.

"Wow...tha- that's a special cake."

We looked each other in the eyes, and then bursted out laughing, both of us. When we laugh, our hair turns purple. Tonks hair only gets a shade darker.