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His face lost its colour as his vision met with hers. The innumerable questions in her eyes mixed with tears giving the proof how hurt she was.

"Ji_"

"Why did you say Pari, Shivansh? I_I know, Pari is your first love but it was our moment, right? T__Then why Pari?" She asked with a blank face hoping it was not true.

"Jiya, I__I don't know how I said that. Whatever happened it was wrong. I_I am sorry!"

"What is wrong, Shivansh? Tell me! Taking Pari's name was wrong or hugging me was wrong? What the hell was wrong? Did you say 'I love you' to me by mistake?" She asked looking straight in his eyes.

His silence was aching her, just a moment back she felt like winning everything and the very next moment everything was broken down mercilessly. Did she hurry up the things? Did he still need time?

Coming close to him she held his both arms taking his attention.

"Don't you feel anything for me till now? Don't you want to take this marriage in the next step? Do you still need time? I can wait, but at least tell me how much time you need. One year? Two years? Five years? Please tell me Shivansh!"

Her voice was pleading and it was holding a lot of pain.

Shivansh felt guilty as he himself knew it was impossible to forget Pari. He could accept Jiya as the most special person of his life but it was almost impossible for him to give her the place which was of Pari. His eyes travelled towards the direction of the wall where Pari's photo frame was hanging. Jiya was silently noticing his action.

"Shayad kabhi nahi Jiya! Pari ki jagah main tumhe kabhi nahi de sakta. Uske saath galat nahi kar sakta main. Usne mujhse beinteha pyaar kiya aur maine kya kiya? Uske jane ke bad dobara shadi kar li, uske pyar ko bhula diya?" (Maybe Never! I can't give you the place which was of Pari. I can't do this with her. She gave me so much love and what I did? I got married again, forgetting her love)

"I can't do this! I am sorry, I can't give you the love which I've given to Pari" He shook his head again and again.

Her facial expressions were numb. Some time ago, she was smiling and was excited to give him the surprise but now everything went away.

This thing increased his guilt more. Shivansh took slow steps towards her. He gathered some courage and grabbed her palm. His lips were trembling to utter anything but he had to otherwise his silence would only give her fake hopes.

"I don't deserve your love Jiya, I don't. Forgive me please. I tried to balance everything but nothing happened. Maybe we aren't made for each other"

He took a deep breath and again continued.

"Shayad tumhare pyar par kisi aur ka haq hain, mera nahi! (Maybe someone else deserves your love, not me). I know you feel something for me but everything can be better. You'll forget me after sometime. We should take divorce, in this way your life won't be destroyed. You'll get someone better who will love you, respect your feelings. You won't get anything with me, Jiya. Don't worry, I'll make our families agree with this. Shravan will also start getting better. Now please make the decision" He completed his words which was the most shocking for Jiya. She didn't think, he would say something like this knowing how much she loved him.

Jerking his hand, she pushed him on his chest with her fists.

"What did you say, Divorce?" A sarcastic chuckle left her mouth.

"Tum bhul paye ho Pari ko? Fir tum kaise ye expect kar sakte ho ki main apna pyaar bhul jaungi? Tumse sirf pyaar kiya hai maine bina kisi swarth ke, badle mein kuch nahi chahiye mujhe bas thodi si jagah chahiye apne liye vo bhi tum nahi de sakte mujhe?" (Could you forget Pari, no right? Then how can you expect me to forget my love? I just loved you without any selfish reason, in return, I want nothing but a little place for me in your heart but you can't give that to me)

She was on the verge of crying yet trying to keep her emotions back.

"I never tried to take Pari's place and I will never. I wanted my place. You don't want to give that to me? Okay, I'll accept but how can you tell me to forget you?" Tears rolled down from her eyes as it was aching deeply when he mentioned about divorce.

"I'll never forget you, do you get that? I love you, do you get that?"

Seeing her breaking down Shivansh came forward. He cupped her cheeks wiping the tears with his thumb.

"Please Jiya, I can't see you destroying your life for me. You've your whole life. At the time of our marriage, I became selfish for my baby but now I can't anymore. I will talk to mom, dad and Aparna maa tomorrow"

Again the same thing!

"Dare you utter anything more than this! Who are you to make the decision of my life? Only I will decide what I will do with my life"

She almost yelled. 

"Barbaad ho rahi hain toh hone do na! Tumhe kyu fark pad raha hain. Mujhse problem hain na, thik hain. Main hi chali jati hu!" (My life is destroying, right? Let it be! Why are you bothered about it? You've so many problems with me. Okay then, fine! I'm going)

She burst it out on him as of now it was enough. Shivansh held her wrist when she proceeded to go.

"Don't follow me. I'm going to mumma's house and she shouldn't get to know about this. Stay alone! I'll not trouble you and irritate you from now" Leaving a last tearful glance, she left from there in the night.

Shivansh couldn't do anything as his mind stopped there itself. He fell on his knees, his palms rubbed over his face as tears rolled down from his eyes.

What did he do? He hurt Jiya. She too left him alone. Now what he would do without her? The thoughts began roaming in his mind. But why these thoughts? He wanted her to leave him right? Why was her presence mattering to him when he didn't have any feelings for her? Why seeing her in tears, his heart was burning?

Whatever it was but at the moment, he was just feeling like a part of his heart had separated. He was lost again!

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Jiya left from there to her mother's home and somehow made reason to her mother saying, Shivansh had overnight duty.

As it was late night Aparna too didn't inquire much. Jiya got inside her room and laid on the bed hiding her face under the pillows. Her tears came out like a waterfall. She sobbed harder again and again remembering what he said. He asked her to divorce him? How could he?

"Samajhta kya hai apne aap ko? (What does he think of himself) How could he even tell me to divorce him? I can't live without him and Shravan. I'll never divorce him" Murmuring the last line she fell asleep.

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