Recap
i'm sorry lay, I didn't mean to yell at you , how about we just finish up our dinner and watch a movie tonight, you can pick." I said apologetically.
She smiled and cuddle me, she picked the movie and i couldn't help to let some tears out.
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Rocky
I tucked in a sleeping layla before leaving the room quietly, Pain in my eyes while i walked away from a sleeping layla. I really didn't mean to fall in love with her, it was just that She wasn't afraid of me. She needed me and I needed her. I would kill for her and I mean that with every bone in my body.
I walked towards the living room to see a woke tee.
"the demon let you out her grip" she teased me. It is funny because layla really be holding on to me fr, I can never get up to pee but i dont be minding it. Her cuddles be the best.
"you'd be surprised to what melatonin and a pillow can do," I said that made tee laugh at me so hard.
I sat down in the chair and i knew tee had something to tell me, I honestly knew what it was but i didnt want to hear it. I wanted layla with me and safe. I dont trust school, I dont trust other people. Layla doesnt know how to protect herself yet and that scares me to be honest.
"gone ahead and say it." i said sighing in response. I made eye contact with tee and she had this serious look on her face. I rolled my eyes at that, I'm not changing my mind.
"rocky look, you already known what i'm gonna say", She started to say
"then why even say it againn im not changing my answer tee. She isn't leaving my sight." I snapped back at her.
"rocky i know your scared but you cant put your fear on layla , you'll be hurting her more than helping." She tried to reason with me .
That made my heart beat fast and angry. because no shes mine and I'll be damned .
"how the hell would i be hurting her by keeping her
safe? this girl has been tortured her whole life with
nobody to protect her so just because i won't let her
go to school i'm now the bad guy?" I said with the anger dripping off my tongue.
"it's hurting her because you're hindering her
growth. you say you love her and love watching her
grow and mature but won't let her grow up." Tee said calmly trying to get me to see where she was coming from .
" don't you dare question how much i love that girl. these last 10 months with her haven't been the easier but watching her grow into a great person and grow up mentally have made it so worth it. she's doing just fine where she is,out there i can't watch her, there is danger in every corner and you and i both know you can't trust anyone even family in this world, so how in the hell would i love her to sending her to school in that world why would i even think that's okay" I yelled questions her logic.
"rocky half the parents in the world think the same
way. i know why you're scared and you have every
right to be scared because you love her. but love her
enough to give her a chance to be her own person." Tee said that made me look at her with this look that i didn't understand .
I blinked a couple times before getting up and storming away. I couldn't believe I was doing this, I opened the door to see the person i love dearly sleeping there , I seen the books she got on the nightstand. Tee was right, I couldn't keep her here forever, I want her to grow mentally and I want to grow with her.
I grabbed the computer and walked back to tee with tears in my eyes. i'd do anything for my angel.
"what is this about?" Tee said
" tee, i love this girl more than anything in the world. she brings out the softest side of me in every single way, and i've never felt this happy about anything or anyone in 13 years so when i say i love her i really mean it. i can't survive without her, she is the breath of fresh air that i needed to keep me alive but; i can't hurt her because i am scared. so can you please help me find a school for my baby" I asked crying. she haven't seen a single tear fall from my face since my sister died
Tee looked concerned, She hasn't seen me cry since my sister passing.
"You really love this girl," Tee asked smiling
"more than the stars in the sky ," I said crying my heart out . My face was so red and it hurt my heart to even think about being selfish to my baby.
"come on, i got a good idea for schools." Tee grabbed
my laptop while i pulled up a list of schools in the area
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