March 17th, 2022
Hello, I'm Aera, a girl that just wants to be heard. That's just a dream that will never come true. Everyone says that you should really live your life up to the best before it's too late. Well, the best of my life is already gone. I'm only twenty years old, a college student. Yet everything that was my happiness is gone... No one has asked me if I was ever okay. Isn't it funny that no one knows I exist, but we have been with each other since kindergarten? I'm invisible, of course, no one would want or need to worry about someone that they won't need in their lives. Everyone else is happy. Why can't I? Well... maybe because I've lost the two people that I needed in my life. Maybe because I don't know what family even is. Maybe because I don't know what love and safety mean at all. I'm a useless piece of trash. A girl that doesn't have her parents. A girl that gets bullied constantly on a daily basis in school. But of course, no one really cares...
I bet you probably have a better home with your parents. A school that doesn't contain you as the invisible one. Your head probably doesn't worry about depression and anxiety. You're lucky. Some aren't. I make stupid mistakes and stupid choices that I sometimes just want to never wake up ever again. Still, I wake up every day, repeating the same things every single hour. The world hates certain people sometimes. One of them is me. I'm not lucky at all. But are we always lucky? No. Have you ever just thought to yourself about how you wished people would understand you. How the world is against you all the time... I made a huge mistake today. Wow, my life is soo cliche...poor girl's parents die....she is depressed and people bully her....well today was the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE...I stole two bottles of wine from my professor's office and drank them...ALL BY MYSELF...I'm nothing, a person that no one will care about. I always think I'm the only one in this world that is fighting this depression. This sadness that digs holes in innocent hearts... I've always asked myself that question. What if there's someone also suffering like me. Are you someone that's alone too?....' ~ Aera
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Honestly, I really love this author, she has really good books, so...check those books out!
We're working hard together, and I'm really proud that we're doing this! I've never thought I'll have a chance to do a collaboration with a good author like her! I'm so ready for this book!!! sending all the love to the author and to our readers!- author yessie 💜
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