The Pain after love💔

Heart Break

            I'm Abhi. I'm in my second year at SNR college, and I live with my friends in an apartment. Let me correct with my friends and their girlfriends. I have two friends, Sahil and Sree, with whom I share a room, and Indhu and Preethi share another. Preethi and Sree are from the civil department, while I, Sahil, and Indhu are from the cse department. However, we are classmates. I like to flirt with women, but not in a bad way. They mostly have fun. People refer to me as a playboy, but I've never loved a girl. Many girls proposed me, but I politely declined. According to me, only one woman should enter my life and live happily ever after.

           It's early January, around 6 p.m., and our fourth semester has just begun. Someone knocked on the door, I opened it, and it was Preethi and Indhu. There was another girl, and I looked at them, wondering who she was with the luggage. Preethi is always able to locate my inner voice. She said  that the girl is her classmate, and she doesn't have a stay, so she offered so that they three could share. It's fine with Indhu. When she came into our flat, nothing changed; the same jokes and fun were still there. She is very quiet and does not say much. We spend the majority of our evenings together in the flat. Those two couples go on dates together. girlfriend responsibilities It's been a month since she moved in, and we talk occasionally, but whenever I speak random girls on the phone, she looks at me as if I'm a jerk.

      The date is February 10th. I believe it is 7 a.m. Because I slept in the hall, the door sound woke me up. It's the sound of the door to the girls' room. When I saw her coming out of the room, she took  headbath. She has a pimple on her nose, which is very cute. She was drying her hair with a towel. Droplets of her hair are splattering on me. And I'm looking at her that I am seeing her first time. "Oh sorry, I didn't notice," she said. I didn't say anything, just shook my head and gazed at her beauty.
         The same evening, at 11 p.m., I arrived late because,went to a friend's party. I knocked on the door, and she opened it. Sorry for not mentioning her name, it's Keerthi.... I saw her, she looked different, I kissed her, and I went back to my room. I didn't say anything and didn't even turn around.
I didn't sleep the entire night because all I could think about was "what is she going to do tomorrow?" The next morning, I left early and came home before everyone else arrived, and I stayed in my room and didn't come out.
I heard someone chitchatting and thought Keerthi wasn't alone, so I can go so she doesn't discuss anything.
I exited the room she had left.
She is a friend of Keerthi.
Oh, sh*t.
I didn't know what to say when she looked at me angrily.

Keerthi - Do you have any explanations for your other day actions?

I kept my mouth shut;

Keerthi - I know you always hang out with girls, but I'm not the type.
So don't dare to do anything else the next time.

I couldn't think of anything to say.
It's a warning sign.
I took it very seriously.

The next day, if I see her, I move away from her and act as if she is invisible.
even if everyone is present in the flat
I behaved similarly.

On February 14, I returned home shortly after class ended so that no one would approach me. I quit flirting with women. When the doorbell rang, I went to open it without looking to see who had come in; I was too busy laughing at memes on my phone. Someone from behind me hugged me. I turned around, not knowing what to do as she looked at me with tears in her eyes. I kissed her lips for a minute before taking her in my arms and walking into the bedroom. She did not deter me. I moved forward slowly. She didn't say anything. I lost my virginity, but I didn't regret it, and she didn't either. We didn't say anything like "I love you" or anything like that, but everything was done, hugged, and slept.  The doorbell rang. I went to the door and opened it with a towel. It's ten o'clock, the four has arrived, and I told Sahil and Sree not to go to our room because she was sleeping. They realised, looked surprised, and began to tease me. When I entered the room, she opened her eyes and smiled. I returned her smile and kissed her on the forehead. She took my hand in hers and asked if I could leave it for any reason. I let go of her hand, hugged her tightly, and said no.