This book is basically where we can talk and relate about things or some stuff from each other. I might throw some stuff in, you might throw some stuff in. We don't judge here, we RELATE❤️
This ISN'T an actual book, we write stuff but nothing with c...
So let me do a sit down let's talk...idk shit anyways. (this is still happening)
So I'm young, let me get that out the way before y'all think I'm older than I am (I'm 17 BTW in 11th grade) and I like a 9th grader (I think she's 15 or 16) either way I've never liked a younger person or a least younger than me. I've always been the older type of person or a person of the same age type but she got them beat by A LOT.
I'm young so I live and learn and meet more people but this scares me specifically because I've liked a lot of people and I mean a lot (I guess I'm the person that only likes someone because they give me attention, most likely this is different anyways) and I've never felt anything so passionately for any of them like I do her. I just wanted a relationship with them but I never felt the need to be there for them when the need a shoulder to cry on, go on dates with them, buy them things, be with them, make them extremely happy and just over all love them and they come back with that same love as I do. I'm in it bad and I see her everyday except weekends because school duh and we have the same class and we will be having competition soon (we are in show choir) so we will be around each other a lot more.
I mean I know I like her but me being scared is hindering me from reaching my full potential with her or the potential of a relationship.
I know, in fact, it's different because besides everyone else when I saw her I never liked her instantly like the rest, I got to know her a little bit and that's when the feelings came and as of right now she is the only person I like.
One thing that makes me simp is the fact that she feeds off my energy. LIKE BRO SHIT LIKE THAT IS SO HARD TO DO. She has the most amazing personality, and she likes the things I like.
But a big problem, I don't know her sexuality and I'm simping real bad and it will be worst if I fall for her.
I feel like I'm just sick huh??!? Css in a year I'll be going to college but I still wanna be in contact with her, I don't think anything will break the bond we now have. Idk I wanna figure this out but idk what I can do so
We flirt here and there I guess you can call it that, my gay best friend always jokes on how we are being gay (that figures 🤣🤣🤣🤣) Yea anyways
If you are in to zodiacs and stuff I'm a Libra, she's a Scorpio
THANKS FOR READING AND "LISTENING"❤️
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