I'm the one who started this mess
And all I do it make it more of a mess
I've disappointed everyone
And most importantly my dad
He had so much trust in me
And I just messed up badly
To the point of having no trust in me at all
I've made so many mistakes in my life but this is the biggest one
My family is about to spilt cuz of what I've done
My dad told me I'm a back stabber
And I guess it's true
I ain't loyal I guess
And you know what he's right
So it's better of just keeping my mouth shut for the rest of my life
Even past the I'll get a wife
I started this mess cuz of one little incident
Now this guilt is consuming me
Listening to them telling me that they stole jewelry
So yeah I'm just one of those people who just think they are nothing
Well you prolly didn't know that cuz I hide it with all my laughs
But really I'm just depressed
That's why I make these things
Cuz of my mind of depression
All these cheating songs and all these deep songs
Cuz that's what pop culture talks about
I just...
Well it's just the only thing that makes me happy writing these things
Cuz this makes me feel like I'm releasing all my thoughts in rhymes and stories
And also thinking about glories
But no worries
It'll never happen
If everything isn't worth rappin
Wishing for y'all to start clappin
So yeah like all the times I write these I cry
Like like no lie
It's like depression comes from different ways
It all hits us in different ways
Causing us to think deep and sad
Like you can think you're glad
Man I always try to act happy and tuff
But it's all just a bluff
I'm sorry cousins and aunties
But most importantly dad
