Still Not Over You (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 5

Harry's POV

        "Harry stop making this about you. You and I are completely, 100 percent, done. You ruined it 2 years ago. Stop comparing yourself to Kyle because right now you both are on my hate list." As soon as she let the words flow out, I was gone. I took once last glance at her, then slammed the door. I slammed my car door and sped off.

        Charlie and I have been to hell and back. Even though we aren't together anymore, I can still care for her. We've been friends since we were at the age of seven. I began to fall for her when I was about 14 but never told her how I felt til I was 15. How could someone not fall for her? Charlie's long ombré hair was half way down her back. I loved playing with her hair when we laid down in my family room. Her crystal blue eyes that stared into my green ones, always shined. They were never a dull color. Charlie use to complain about being 5'1 or being pale, but neither bothered me. She was way to perfect for me and to this day, I still don't understand why I let the most meaningful person slip from my finger tips. You could say that after seeing her at dinner last night, all those feelings I had two years ago, came rushing back.

       Back on the X Factor, I remember seeing Caroline Flack for the first time. I told Louis that I fancied her and he told everyone else. Every time we were around her, the boys teased me and eventually the host thought it could give the show more views if a constants dated one of the interviewers. That's when I ended it with Charlie, only because I didn't want her to come into the mess I created. I cried for nights because I knew that she was out of my life. Charlie was and still is my entire world. 

       After everything, Caroline and i don't talk like we use to. I tell people that we still have a thing, but it's all lies. Caroline and I are still good friends though and we both know it wont be anything more. I even know if it got the show anymore views but it got me a reputation as a "womanizer". I hate that title, it doesn't describe or fit me at all. I respect women, since I was the "man" of the house growing up. I don't sleep around as much as people say I do. I like to stay loyal to the one I love. My mom is the only one that truly knows about my love life and who it involves. 

        I came out of my thoughts as I parked in front of Louis and I's flat. I made my way to the front door while digging through my pockets for the key. I carried myself up the stairs slowly, eventually making it to my room. I collasped on my bed while letting out a big sigh. I wanted Charlie back in my arms and I was determined to make it happen.

Charlie's POV

        I was in the car with Louis, going to his flat. After thinking hard the night before, I figured that I had some apologizing to do. So the next morning, I told Louis that I needed to talk to Harry. "Charlie, I'm just warning you. He hasn't come out of his room. Just be nice, no sass or anything. Please?" Louis pleaded, I nodded my head as we pulled up to the flat. Louis guided me to Harry's room. "Harry, open up the door. Someone is here to see you."

       I heard Harry groan from the other side of the door. The door swung open to reveal him wearing a white shirt with his red boxers on. His hair looked like it hadn't been washed since it was going every which way. "Hi Harry, can  talk to you?" He inhaled and motioned for me to come into his room. He shit the door behind me as I walked over to sit on the edge of Harrys bed. I waited for him to make eye contact with me before I spoke. Although he beat me to it. "Charlie, I'm sorry for punching Kyle. I just wanted to look out for you." His eye's then met mine. "Harry, you don't need to look out for me. We've both moved on, okay?" Sadness took over his face. He moved across the room until he was right in front of me. "That's the thing though, I haven't moved on. You're still the one I want. I know I messed up but maybe it can make us stronger in some way?" He said as he took my hands into his.

        "Harry, I'm sorry but you're not the one anymore. You broke my heart when you pushed me away. You can't come back two years later and try to fix the pieces when you decide."It made me upset how now he is realizing that he made a mistake. I honestly missed having him around. There was no relationship like ours, we were unique. "Can I just try to fix this? I want to try to make this happen again." He said as he motioned to him and I. "No, not now. I came here to tell you that I am sorry for what I said to you, not to try to fix this and get back together." He closed his eyes as he processed everything I had said. I reached up and kissed his cheek and then walked downstairs to have Louis drive me home. 

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Author's Note

OMG my hands hurt from writing so much!!

I'll probably upload Chapter 6 tomorrow! So expect it!!! :)