One-Fourty Three

Prologue

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A/N:
Edited. Oops, my bad! Haha. May nakapagsabi sa akin na nag-p-pause pala yung multimedia kapag nag-scroll ka then hindi na siya kita sa screen. Tho, may ilan sa mga chrome-user ang nagsabi na okay naman at tuloy-tuloy lang yung multimedia sa kanila :)

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Didn't know that one fateful eye contact would cost me so much. I have no idea that would be the hell of me. Never knew that a simple hand gesture would end me.

I've passed so much heartaches but this really gets the most of my system. It almost swallowed me and it did gave me more...

More cries. 

Tears.

Mourning.

Loss.

If only I turned and walked away.

If only I didn't chose that path.

Things would've not broke me.

Things would've been better for me.

Yet, I am more surprised to feel no regrets after all of that. My hands were in no control of what was gonna happen. I knew it will come.

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"Then, why did you leave?" my therapists voice echoed inside the four corners of her office. Her silver glasses matched her aura and personality. Even though she looked stoic outside, I know she also has a soft spot deep inside of her, like everybody was.

Bumaba ang tingin ko sa aking mga kamay. They were cold and trembling, nevertheless, they were once warm. Huminga ako ng malalim at itinaas muli ang tingin sa nasa harapan.

I felt a pang in my chest. My throat suddenly feels too numb and dry that I don't want to talk. How did I even ended up here. I was so fine before.

"I... feel so bad about myself. I thought I could help. But I was so wrong. My hands at the end failed its job. After all of that memories... wala rin pala akong nagawa. I can't saved what is needed to be saved. Funny thing is... I barely saved... myself."

My therapists then gave me a reassuring face. She reached for my trembling hands and held it firmly. Her hands were warm and comforting that I felt safe. She smiled at me then nodded.

"Can you tell me now what happened?"

After hearing those words... in just a span of seconds, memories came flashing before my eyes.