Not What You Think

Chapter 6: Don't Be Suspicious

Oh good. I didn't have to make any life changing decisions just yet. The slight tension that had built up in my shoulders had left me and I let them fall to my side. I wanted to know what his plan was and how I planned a big enough role in it for him to have to wait for me to help him prove his innocence? Or was he just coming up with shit to use me for his own benefit? I know he is my mate but as the Beta's daughter I was trained to not only protect myself but to question the man. And in this case the man just so happened to be my mate.

Before I could say anything else, Jasper spoke first as he got up from the couch, "Shit it's getting late, I'm sorry but the sooner you leave the better. My dad's guards are required to check on me a couple times a day but because I reside so far from our territory lines some of the pack warriors won't bother to come out this far but some of my dad's more loyal warriors do. I don't want you to get caught in the middle of anything, you can come back tomorrow at the same time, and you can ask me any questions you might think of. Does that sound ok?" He spoke to me softly.

I hated to know I had to leave already, but at least he gave a clear understanding of why I was no longer welcome in his home. My wolf whined softly but we both understood that me leaving was for the best. 

I stood up from the couch just as he had, "Ok I'll see you tomorrow, Jasper." unsure of what else to say I turned towards to door to let myself out. Again, I had so much to say but I didn't want to cause him any more trouble by being around when his dad's guards came, but I didn't get far because Jasper grabbed my arm and spun me around to meet his gaze. My lips parted slightly in shock at first before they closed. His gaze was so intense I wanted to look away, but at the same time I was so lost in his beautiful green eyes that I couldn't seem to look away either. He didn't speak for what felt like minutes, but I was ok with that, and it seemed he was to. Finally, he broke the silence and whispered, "Don't keep me waiting princess", he said just as he leaned forward and place a gentle kiss on my forehead. I can't pretend I didn't melt in his arms. I gave into his hold and bridged the gap between us so that my chest was against his, this made him take a deep breath as my head was just under his chin and my arms wrapped around him. He returned the favor by bringing my even closer to him by caressing me. I never wanted this moment to end. He turned his head to trail his nose down from my hair to my cheek then my neck. I shivered thinking about what he might do to me in that moment, my nipples hardened against his chest, and I hope that he couldn't tell, but when a light moan escaped his lips right as he placed multiple kisses all along my neck unapologetically, I knew for the second time that night I needed to be the one to pull away. Regardless of the fact that that was the last thing I wanted to do. 

I held in my moan as he continued to have his way with me. Neck kisses were my weakness and the throbbing between my legs was clear evidence of this.

"Jasper", was all I managed to say. If I had said anymore, I wouldn't have been able to hold in my moan, but his name came out as a question and not a statement. It didn't stop him from what he was already so focused on. As he began to get more aggressive, sucking on my neck harder and moving his hands to grip my hips, I couldn't help but moan lowly, but I knew he heard me. "Jasper please stop", I finally managed to get out. 

That was enough to get him to pause and step back from me, looking at me as if I had just woken him up from sleep walking, as if everything else had escaped him while he had been leaving hickeys on my skin. I also took a second to regain my focus, that was way more intense than I had even realized. Both of our chest was visibly rising and falling as we tried to get our breathing back to normal. 

"You smell heavenly, and you taste just as good", was the first thing he said to me. I didn't expect it and I knew he probably saw the slight blush on my cheeks. Before I could open my mouth, he spoke again, 

"I'm sorry I couldn't help myself; I hate knowing it's going to take a whole day for us to talk again. I will try to figure that out before you are back tomorrow.  Be safe and be careful princess and come find me if you need me."

I tried not to smile to hard at his words, it was clear how much he was already beginning to care for me. I wished so bad that I didn't have to leave but I guess it's for the best, I can get more information on his pack and his dad to confirm everything he told me instead of just believing him blindly. 

"Thank you, Jasper, goodnight", I quickly leaned in to kiss his cheek before I turned to open the door. I didn't want to linger too long to avoid the same thing happening all over again. 

I stepped outside and turn to look at him one more time. He stood just at the door frame, eyes already on me gazing at me intensely. 

"Goodnight, Angel", he said lowly, he didn't move a muscle, so I sadly had to be the one to break our stare and walk off into the night. The whole time I could feel his eyes on me up until I was completely out of sight.  

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When I got home it was late and I was tired. I climbed through my window stripped off my clothes. Minutes later I was in bed asleep dreaming the same dream I had had the night before. 

I woke but on my owe the next morning. Feeling a bit tired but somewhat at peace knowing I was going to see Jasper again soon. I checked my phone and saw that it was 7:20am, I got up and headed to my bathroom in my room to take a shower. It didn't take me very long before I was ready in jeans, a pale blue sweater and white sneakers. I left down the stairs and yelled a goodbye to my family realizing I didn't have to the time for breakfast this morning. I hopped in my car and drove off.

I parked in the school parking lot and hopped out of my car. Scanning the parking lot for my friends I found Drew, Becca, and Carmen all chatting by Drew's car, so I headed over.

"Hey guy's what's up?"

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Just wanted to publish what I had but I will be adding more to this chapter. Please know that when I started writing this, I was 14 and now that I am trying to work on it again, I am 20 going on 21 so please know the first couple chapters are on the weaker side, but they should get better. Thank you to however is choosing to read my book and my notes! Catch you soon!

Best, Piper