Heat

Over Him

"Yes momma I know!" I said on the phone for the hundredth time as I listen to her go off about what a dead beat my baby daddy is.

" Momma I get it can we change the topic." I ask annoyed.

"No because you need to understand-"

"Mom the only thing I understand is you've never liked Chris from day one no matter if he treated me like I was the queen of the world or not good enough to kiss the ground he walks on. I'm not fighting with him because you feel he doesn't do enough for his child." I say officially over this conversation.

"I love you mom I gotta go." Before she could say anything else the truth is my momma was right not to like Chris all he wanted me was sex and then when I got pregnant he bought me this house to keep tabs on me and every time I try and leave he always sweet talked me out of with false hopes and dreams and I was over it.

I got my daughter dressed and ready to go then got myself dressed and ready. We were going on a date well I was but I wasn't going to leave my baby with just anyone.

I've been talking to this guy almost about a year and a half without Chris knowing he came into my life before I had even given birth he was always there to help and Chris wouldn't be very happy about that.

As I was getting ready there was a knock on the door which threw me off because my date wasn't until 7 and we were meeting up.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked with a stank face.

"This my house I pay the bills in this bitch or did you forget?" Chris said walking into the house.

I rolled my eyes and shut the door and walked back to my room to finish getting me and my daughter ready.

"Where the hell yall think y'all going?" He said a hint of anger in his voice.

"Out Chris go be with Ammika and leave me alone." I say as I put my baby's shoes on her feet.

I placed her on my hip when I was done and went back to the living room to make sure her diaper bag was packed.

"You betta not be taking my baby around no other niggas!" He said grabbing my free arm."

"Dude what's your problem you take Anaya around every female you got on your dick that day alone, you afraid someone my step in and step up or what?" I say then leave with MY daughter.

It was an hour into my date and it was nice Quincy was such a gentleman he brought some items for Anaya and he didn't even have to he chose to.

We were having a nice conversation very intellectual might I add he wasn't like anyone I've ever talked to before he actually listened to details and the tiny thing I say he was making a true effort.

"So this is what we doing? I told yo ass don't take my daughter around no niggas!"I heard behind me making groan and roll my eyes. I look back to see Chris along with his homeboys causing a scene might I add.

"So yo ass don't fucking hear me?!" He said making me shake my head.

"Quincy I'm so sorry I don't know why he's here." I say. Of course Quincy knew about Chris I let him know from the jump and he still chose to talk to me.

"You don't have to apologize to be honest if you were my lady I'd act the same way about you and my child." He said chuckling unbothered.

"That's just it I'm not his we just have a child together. He only wants me so no one else can have me he'd rather me stay locked up in the house and just take care of our daughter and then come have sex with me from time to time and I'm not okay with that." I got up opening my wallet ready to give Quincy money for my food but he wouldn't let me.

"It's okay go handle your busy baby I got it. I'll see you Friday." He stood up and kissed my cheek then I took my baby and turned to Chris and his homeboys holding the most pissed off look I could ever hold.

Fuck you was all I said to Chris as I walked out the building I went straight to the house I wasted no time going in and locking the door behind me so Chris couldn't get in. I laid my daughter down and began packing our bags because I refuse to live my life like this.

Once I was done I grabbed the bags and my daughter and started to leave but of course here's Chris coming to act like he's my father.

"Where you taking my baby?" He asked following me to my car.

"Away from your toxic ass it's okay for you to have a whole fucking relationship but the minute I try and live my life it's a fucking problem I'm over you Chris you can have your house your cars your money whatever you don't have to worry about me or Anaya. Just leave us alone forever." I say putting our stuff in the car after strapping my daughter in.

"So you just going to take my daughter?" He asked darkly.

"Yes because you're fucking up my peace which in turn fuck up my child's peace do you not see how you and your friends just ruined my date with probably one of the nicest gentlemen I've ever met in my life he didn't want anything from me but a intellectual conversation that you ruined." I say getting in the car.

I started to back out the drive way but I stopped and rolled down my window. "And Chris if you're wondering if I hate you... I do."

And with that me and my daughter drove away.