Entry 3

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Date: 3/18/96

"Dear Diary,

It is exactly 10 o'clock at night. I don't want to drift into sleep, because I know Deadly will be there. That's what I decided to call her, Deadly. The suits her very well in my opinion, considering the color of her eyes and the image/message that lies deep inside of them. I want to keep my mind occupied from her and the thoughts of visiting that strange place in my dream that is now a '2nd dimension' for me. All I want is out. Out of it all. This torture, this punishment, what did I do to deserve this? I want out of this... this 'thing' Deadly wants me to do. Suicidal thoughts have been coming to mind lately, and by lately, I mean, a lot, and I don't like it. I have a family and friends, why would I want to kill myself? I just don't know, its all to complicated for me to handle. Well, i'm done rambling on about horrors I face. I'm going to be brave, so, good night. And Hopefully I will be here, unharmed, in the morning."

-Casey

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