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No.


I'm not.


I regret everything.


I'm so sorry...



"Answer me! Are you happy now?!"


His eyes held nothing but pure rage.


And it was ally fault.


"N-no... I'm not"



I whispered.



I was embarrassed,




Ashamed of myself.


"Tsk, i though you'd finally be happy. So why aren't you? Didn't you want to ruin my life? So why aren't you happy? Why chan, why?!"


A few tears escaped his eyes.



He lossened his grip on my collar.



I gasped, finally being able to breathe.


I collapsed onto his knees.



"Why chan... Why?"


He whispered, crying again.


"I- I don't know..."



I answered truthfully.



I don't know why I did it.


I presumed i was just blinded my jealousy.


I was too blinded to see i was hurting everyone around me.


"You don't know? YOU DON'T KNOW?"


He yelled, losing his cool again.



"Im- im sorry"


I looked down at him.


He looked into my eyes.


They were coated with rage


And hatred.


I deserve it.


I deserve to be hated by him.


"You think a sorry is going to fix this? Do you think a fucking 'i'm sorry' is going to fix all the shit you've done?!"


No.


I know, it won't.


But i didn't know what else to do, or say.


I'm sorry.


"No, it's not"


I answered again, head hanging with shame.


*Sniff*


He sniffled, wiping his tears once again.



He slowly got up, trying his best to not cry.


"Why would you hurt us chan? What did we ever do to you?"



Nothing.


It's all my fault.


You did nothing to me.


I did this, all because of my stupid feelings.


I'm sorry.


I didn't answer, insted I just looked at him.


"Answer me for fucks sake! Are you finally happy? Finally happy, now that Seungmin is in a god damn hospital bed, on the brink of death?! Are you finally happy that he's suffering so much?! All because of YOU?!"


What he'd said really struck a nerve.


He was right.


Seungmin was suffering because of me.


I messed up big time.


Like I always do.


I always mess up.

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(Authors Note Which I'll Be Deleting Soon Cause' It's Out Of Place:

Sooooooo

I won't be updating my other books untill April 6th🤠

And I most likely won't be able to reply to comments either😔😔🤠😔😔

My finals have already begun sooo🤠🤠

Yeah🤠

Sorry😔😔😔😔🤠🤠)

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