Shattered .(Updating)

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(This book was badly written and the ages definitely never added up so ignore the ages and the new ages will be displayed soon)

(Also this story was all over the place i wasnt consistent because i didnt rly like the book so i jus chose to write whatever came to mind without thinking about it fully i promise my next book is way better and will be proof read before published im working on it now and i apologize for anybody whos reading this 😂)
(I am now editing this story and changing things to make it make more sense)-Dec 2022

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Emori's Pov
7/22/22

"Emori get up baby please don't leave us we need you" is all i heard before my surroundings went black

I have an addiction to Xanax it helps me feel good and relaxed when i'm overwhelmed, sad, angry and so on and so forth

today i've just been over it my wife Tyra and her gf Deja yes i know its a long story, but they treat me like I don't matter in this relationship

my mom disowned me because I was bisexual and had a gf at the time we haven't spoken in about 3 years

My dad on the other hand supports me to the fullest and he only lives about 5 mins away from me

Nobody has ever taken my feelings into consideration I tend to communicate well, but nobody listens so I no longer share as much as i use to

Tyra and I got married Jun 9th 2020 we've been married 2 years now

I barely talk or eat anymore they notice and push me to eat but I don't have the appetite

They never give me any love or affection

I want to move on but i cant bring myself to do so cause... I still have hope

Tyras Pov

(Warning! idk how to describe her lets just say heartless)

this is Emori's 4th attempt in the short span of only 2 months

she doesn't talk to me or Deja I understand shes going through shii

but forgetting abt her wife and girlfriend isn't the way to go about it

she said she's ready to have her wife back and go back to normal

me and her were married before Deja came in the picture but I have to show Deja the same love I show Emori it's only fair

She tells me it's my fault that she feels this way but I know, its deeper then that

she recently had a miscarriage we've been trying IVF for a year and haven't gotten anywhere

Deja on the other hand is very clingy and very insecure

i try to show her love and reassure her thats she's beautiful and we want her here

but it's still hard for her to really believe that,

Emori is gonna have to learn just because she was here first doesn't mean she has to be put first all the time

me on the other hand i'm fine no mental issues or any problems

yes i want a baby and the miscarriages are hard for me too but its okay we will have our rainbow baby one day

I wanted to see if Deja was up for having the baby but i have to approach it properly to em

Dejas Pov