I BROKE THE RULE // LEE HEESEUNG

Chapter 11

I'M VERYYY SORRYYYYY FOR KEEPING YOU WAITING, I'M SO BUSYYY IN MY ACADS AND TILL NOW NAMAN BUT SINCE MAHAL KO KAYO AT HINDI KO NA MATIIS ETO NA SORRY SUPER DUPER LATE :(

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"What are you doing in here, I thought you're sleeping already" Nate said, still shocked that I'm here

"I came down to look for you, gabing gabi na kalako lalabas ka pa eh" Hindi ko makita kung ano yung itsura niya ngayon, tumalikod e

"I ate, tinamad lang ako umakyat agad" I don't know if he's telling the truth or he's just avoiding me

"Aren't you gonna sleep?" Kulit ko sakaniya

"No, not yet una kana" Sagot niya sakin, Teka ano ba trip nito at ayaw ako kausapin?Hindi talaga siya naharap sakin kanina pa to simula dumating ako ah?

"Hey Ethan!" Tawag ko sakaniya "Oh?" Sagot niya sakin, he's now sitting on the couch pero nag lalaro kaya hindi padin matinag

"Let's sleep na" Pag aya ko sakaniya at ang mokong parang wala narinig

"Hoy!!" Inis na tawag ko sakaniya

"Ano ba yon?! I said I'll stay here, mauna ka na" Inis niyang sagot sakin habang ginugulo yung buhok niya na para bang ang kulit kulit ko na nakapagpabigla  sakin, I didn't say a word and just walk straight to my room, he's not usually like that and I'm not used to someone being mad at me without giving any reason and without me doing something wrong

I just lay on my bed and I didn't noticed that my eyes got teary eyed, hindi lang ako sanay na ganun siya sakin at mas lalong hindi ako sanay na may nagagalit sakin but I understand maybe I did something wrong? Becuase if not he won't get mad at me like that

I'm just using my phone watching some kdrama that can make me feel better and forget what happened when Nate suddenly entered the room, nag kunwari akong tulog kasi I don't know what to say to him and I'm shy to talk to him because of what happened earlier

I guess he thought that I'm already asleep when he suddenly said "I'm sorry" Nasa gilid ko siya, hindi padin ako nag didilat ng mata

"Hey, Avi I'm sorry" I don't know what to say to him, nagulat nalang ako nang hinawakana niya yung kamay ko

"Hey come on, hindi ko sinasadya" Hindi ko alam kung bakit naluluha ako, parang gaga naman eh, hinila ko yung kamay ko sakaniya

"Octavia" Tawag niya saken, hindi ko alam pano ako haharap sakaniya kasi hindi ko den maintindihan bakit ako naiiyak, napakaliit na bagay eh

"Ano?!" Inis kong sagot sakaniya without even looking at his face

"Look at me" Oh god, ano ba kasing gusto nitong mangyare ha

"Hey" Lumapit na siya sakin, at mas lalo lang akong naiiyak sa ginagawa niya ang oa diba parang yun lang iniyakan

"Talk to me hindi ko sinasadya mainis" Sabi niya sakin, naupo siya sa harap ko habang ako nakayuko lang para matago yung mata ko

"Look at me" Malambing niyang sabi, hindi niya na natiis hinawakan niya na yung baba ko para mag tama yung mata naming dalawa

To avoid his gaze I closed my eyes and my tears accidentally fall and I'm sure he saw that