Ever since our New York love { Harry Styles}

"To our baby we love you"

Few months later

Being pregnant is not an easy job but I know at the end I'll all be worth it when I see them. Harry has been my rock ever since he found out he was going to be a dad, from the morning sickness, late night cravings all of it and I couldn't imagine this without him.

"Bebe come on we're going to be late to our own baby shower. Gemma is going to kill us if we come late." Waiting for Harry to come down stairs what seems forever.

"We have arrived my love now close your beautiful eyes. And no peaking!" Grabbing my hand and leading me somewhere with a blind fold on.

1,2,3 Surprise!!!!
I open my eyes to my friends and family all here celebrating my gender reveal/ baby shower. I'm so happy I start crying but it's also the baby hormones so I'll let it slide.

"Omg baby I thought it was going to just close family members." still holding his hand walking to greet others.

I know how much you would have liked everyone you care for here even Mary and James came who I love most in the world.

Few minutes later we start walking to the beach and have the whole thing ready to find out what name we are going to call our baby no matter the gender we love them so much we already name them love because that's how much they mean to us love is what brought everyone here with us today.

"Ready to find out Daisy? I love our baby no matter what and going to teach him or her how to play guitar."

"Ready!" Smiling back at him.

As we wait the color starts to form from the drums Sarah starts to play and I see what looks like nothing turns into pink. Pink it's a girl.

We screaming to the most joy of us having a baby girl. I had a feeling it was going to be but now it just real that we're going to be parents to a baby girl.

The party was so fun and nice to celebrate it with the people I enjoy most in the world. Mary comes up to me to have a chat and tells me how proud she is of me and that if I didn't come into that store or he didn't for the same book we would have not met and had our relationship. She tells me that how she and James fell in love with each other from a bookstore. History repeats itself.

Me and Harry say our goodbyes and head on home. He and I start talking about our baby girl and the names and how soon she's going to be here in a few weeks. Excited and nervous.

"Harry what if I'm a bad mom and she hates me and she'll leave me run away or worse I'm so scared what if I screw this up for her and she's not even born yet."

"No, baby you are going to be an amazing mum to our baby and I'm here never leaving your side no come here let's think of names and no dating for her until I die."

Harry you can't do that she's going to date at some point. Let's just see about names but who knows she finds her love life in a different way. But she's going to have us protecting her.

Wake up to my side of the bed all wet I thought I peed since I'm pregnant and this happens almost every time even if I sneeze. But this feels different then soon knew that my water broke.

"Harry, Harry wake up my water broke we need to go to the hospital. Grab the bags and I'm going to get the driver to come to the house I'll call my mom and yours to meet us at the hospital."

"Ok I have everything I'm already to go got the bag baby stuff and now let's get you go the car because we are going to see our baby girl here soon."

Hours later our baby is still not here in so much pain but the doctor comes in and tells me I'm ready to push.

"Daisy you ready to see your baby girl.
Give me a push, good another one, good keeping going Daisy just a few more and your going to have a baby in your arms."