Young and pregnant

Penny

My name is Penelope and but call me penny. I'm a low income mother of 3 and I'm in an abusive relationship with my husband.

My husbands name is Nathen and we've been married for 10 years he hasn't always been mean and abusive it all started when I first found out I was pregnant with my son lets just say nate wasn't happy.

I work at the strip club yes I'm ashamed I do but when life hits the fan you gotta get back up.

I grew up in a poor life my mother was a single mom. My dad left us when I was born my mother blamed me from him leaving us.

Growing up I was abused by my mother and people noticed but no one stopped it all I ever wanted from my mother was love I wanted to feel love I wanted to feel like I was important and people cared about me.

As a teen I craved love I wanted to be loved I wanted something to fill that empty gap in my heart I wanted to be crazy wild and stupid.

I was really pretty in high school all the boys loved me but my mom thought that I was a whore and that I was prettier than her so she cut all my hair off my hair used to be long it went to the middle of my back then she gave a really bad pixie haircut and a black eye.

She knew what she was doing she did that to me so all the boys wouldn't want me so no one would love me. After that I still wanted love from my mother I didn't hate her I just wanted love.

I met a boy named nate he was so sweet he gave me the love and attention I craved and needed we soon got married and I left the town I used to live in as a teen and never look back.

Like I said things were great until I found out I was pregnant after that all hell broke loose but the thing is im pregnant again.