My Gangster Princess

Note: Play NOBODY'S HOME

by AVRIL LAVIGNE while reading.

Thank you. =)))

"Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again."

Hahahaha. It's funny. My life's a mess. A total mess.. What's new? I'm used to it. People pass by, stare at me and show that face as if i'm disgusting. Cool, right?

"What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs,

where she belongs."

Yeah, i'm just a no one. I'm just a pain in the society. No one wants me here. All they can ever notice are my flaws .

"She wants to go home, but

nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside."

Is it hard to understand that i'm also a human? I just chose to express my feelings. But I am also weak. I choose to smile than to display that miserable face in front of everyone.

"Open your eyes and look outside,

find the reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs,

where she belongs."

I've been through the worst and still, I can't find the best. All I know is i've done my best even if people see it as just a little effort. Duh.

"She wants to go home, but

nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go

to dry her eyes.

Broken inside."

I've accepted the fact that I'm just a no one. Me either, don't know myself. Who am I? Where do I live? When's my birthday? I don't know. That's because I have no home.

"Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.

Yeah,oh"

I don't blame anyone for the misfortunate events that's happening to my life. I should thank them instead. Yes, maybe I have my own weak spots but that makes me stronger.

"She wants to go home, but

nobody's home.

It's where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go

to dry her eyes.

Broken inside."

I am Leeyanie Irish Pineda, 17 years old. Indipendent. Gangster.

You know my name, not my whole story so shut up. I swear, if you're on my shoes, you'll surely fall on the first step. You don't know how painful my life was. And if you think i'm a bitch for talking to you like this?! Leave, the back button's welcoming you. :)

"She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah."

Then I ended the song with a fierce look on each and everyone's eyes. :)

The story begins..