The combatant (Part 1)

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Robert is a very happy and smiling guy. He loves to care the people. He is a very innocent person. His friends and families were treating him like a little boy even he is elder. Because he is very lovable and kindest person. All the people love him in his workplace including the managers and team leaders etc., Because he is a very friendly person. He treats everyone equally. He never gets angry easily on someone. But when he gets angry, it will be very scary.  He loves to go to the church and pray to god for the people. He never prays for him. Mostly, he prays for the people and the world. He is a very sensitive and emotional person. He cries whenever his friends or family give surprise to him during his birthday every year, so every year, he avoids the birthday cake cutting for not to cry by emotional. The saddest thing is since his childhood, he never ever received any gifts from his friends except the cake cutting. He gets worried sometimes about it, but not about the gift.  He thinks that there is no one to give at least one chocolate for him during his birthday. He will be sad when the people gets trouble in front of his eyes, even for the unknown person.  

He loves all the people, at the same time, he expects the people to love him more. Because he feels like, he didn't receive the love from anyone. Everyday morning, he looks at the Whatsapp web to check the "good morning" message. But no one sends the message first to him. He feels very sad. He thinks that no one is loving him and not sending the message first. Then, he cheers himself and sends "Good morning" message to all the friends. Even, he is happy outside, he thinks that he is a lonely person in the world. No one shows the love to him first.  Sometimes, he will cry thinking this, but the same time, he will realize that there is a reason for everything happening in the life.

Robert is not confident about his look always. Because he is very thin. He was looking so good before the weightless thyroid problem. After that,  he became so terrible and thin. His friends and families always make fun of his look. They laugh at him. If Robert get upset, they will get angry on him and say that this is a reason we do not like to play with you. So he hides his sadness and laugh with them. He feels so scared to attend any marriage functions or any special occasions with families or friends. Because he thinks that the dresses do not fit him nicely for his physical appearance. So he avoids all the celebrations in the office and relative functions etc.. Whenever he joins to any other company as an employee, he will feel so scared. Because he doesn't want to hear any bad comments about his physical appearance. Whenever the people talk bad about his appearance, he will cry. But he never cries in front of them. He will go anywhere and cry alone. Because most of the new people comments about his physical appearance and his weight loss body. But his college friends are very supportive for him. They always encourage him, because they understood his heart. Actually, Robert is too young for his age. Whenever he tell his age to the people, they will feel shocked. Because he is looking so cute. Some times, he thanks to the God for creating him in a cute way. Whenever he gets any bad comment from the people, he asks to the God that why he allowed this weight loss problem to him. 

At the same time, he thinks that this is good. Because he will find the true people who love him truly. He thinks that when someone is beautiful, many people love them and their appearance even if their character is not good. But when someone has any physical weakness, only a few people love them. Because they look for the characters, not the appearance. 

Most of the time, his relatives insult his appearance more than his friends or office friends. Some times, he loses the control and shouts at them. Hence, his relatives do not talk to him mostly 

Robert feels like he is an ugliest person in the world and no one loves him. Every night, he thinks about it while sleeping. Then, he says to himself that I love god and I love the people. I am not hurting anyone. But the people are hurting me the most. No one sees my heart. I know one day  my weight loss problem will be gone and that time I will become very beautiful again. My entire physical appearance will be changed one day. I am waiting for that day God.  He cheers himself and he sleeps.

Roberts works in a company name called Proton.  It is an international biggest company. Lakhs of people work in the company in just one branch. Also, he was so scared to join here. Because he was so scared that the people will make fun of his look. So he didn't talk to  the people very well. He comes to the office and does the work daily. It is his routine. Whenever the celebrations come in the office, he will avoid wearing the traditional. He thinks that it will be not beautiful for his body. He will take the leave on that day by any reason or he never wears the traditional outfit. He never takes the selfie with the people because of this reason. 

Robert has a confidence about him. But the people around him and some times, his family members also make fun of his look. So he loses the confidence. 

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