The Combatant

The Combatant (Part-4)

The next day morning, Robert does the same. He switches on the TV and watches the news. He gets worried that the death rate is increasing day be day. Again, the negative thoughts started killing him.
This time, the negative thoughts comes in front of his eyes as the words, and comes in his mind too.
Also, his stomach gets some stress.
The stress feeling is like when the people start having the depression in his heart. He feels the depression in his stomach. Exactly, it happens in his gut. He holds his stomach and he can't able to stop the stress. That stress gives him a death threat. He feels like he wants to die by suicide. He doesn't know what to do.

Robert starts fighting with his mind and gut. He ignores the negative thoughts as well as the extreme stress in his stomach. He couldn't able to eat the food. Because he feels vomiting by the depression in his stomach.
He is looking for the friends to share his problems. But he knows that no one will respond well. So he stops sending the messages to his friends.
He doesn't want to die. But the stress in his gut, threatening a lot.
He starts living a hell life. He thinks to pray to god. But he can't able to pray due to this problem. The depression kills him by the various ways. He hides everything from his family members. His happiness gone from him.

The next day, he comes out from the house. He watches his street. He sees that there are so many people are walking here and there. They talk about COVID. He asks the reason to him. They say that the COVID camp is going on in our street by the government. Many people are taking the COVID test in a free of cost. We gave our sample to them. The test result will come in  3 days. Also, you go and have the test. It's good actually.
He nodes at them. The people from the corporation come to Robert and asks him to take a test. He agrees with them. Then, Robert and his family members go to take a COVID test. Robert feels so scared. He knows that he doesn't have any COVID symptoms. Even though, he feels so scared. The stress is started torturing him.
After giving the sample, he comes to his room. There is a room. But the room doesn't have the door. So he doesn't have privacy. Even, if he wants to cry, there is no place seperately. Hence, he has to hide his feelings when he feels sad. 

The stress in his gut and the depression with negative thoughts increase day by day to him. He feels alone. Robert shows his feelings and cry sliently when he sleeps at the night. Because no one can see when he cries in the darkness while sleeping. He covers his face in the blanket and cries. The days are gone.

One day, Robert starts hearing the negative thoughts as a voice. His both ears starts torturing him. Whatever he sees by the vision and the thoughts in his mind, he starts hearing it as voice. He couldn't control it. This time he starts fighting with mind, gut and both ears. He closes and blinks his eyes for not seeing any dirty and negative things. He closes his both ears for not hearing the things and he holds his stomach tightly to control the death threat by stomach. He doesn't know that what exactly happened to him. He fights with him psychologically.

He cries and he falls down. He shows his feelings because he is alone in his house. Then, he hears that someone his coming to his house. He suddenly wipes the tears and starts reacting normally. His mom enters inside.
His mom says, "did you have food?".
He replies, "yes mom". He lies to his mom. Robert doesn't have food properly after the stress in the gut. His mom smiles at him and she enters to the kitchen to Cook.
Then, he enters in his room and starts crying silently. He couldn't handle the stress in his gut. It makes him to feel like he is living in the hell. He feels like dizziness and he feels tired. Because the problems torture him 24/7 without one second gape. He can't able to fight. He stops praying to God. Because he concentrates and fights with the problem each and every second. His face become so dull. He stops talking to his family members too. He thinks that he doesn't have time to talk with people because he is fighting with the psychological problem. Also, he can't able to concentrate on the people. The problem tortures him. So he thinks to be alone. He starts fighting daily.

One day, the depression and stress level reach their extreme level. Robert feels very dizzy. He goes to his mom and he is lying on her lap.

He doesn't speak anything to his mom. He fights with the stress and depression as usual. Suddenly, he feels a huge pain in his brain and he feels a small quake in his head.

Suddenly, Robert wakes up from his mom's lap and he is frozen. His mom looks at him. She is shocked seeing him. Because his opened eyes doesn't move anywhere and his body doesn't move a little bit. He is seated on the floor like a statue.

His mom says shockingly, "Robert, what happened to you? Why are you not moving?".
Robert still is being the same. He doesn't respond.
His mom starts crying loudly.
She says, "no ... something is happened to my child...no...wake up baby ... respond to me...".
She cries a lot loudly. The neighbour people hear the sound and they enter inside. They are all shocked seeing him. Everyone asks Robert to respond. But Robert is being like a statue. He sees everyone and he knows that what they are talking, but he can't able to respond to them. His brain couldn't run. Everyone gets worried seeing him.

After half an hour, Robert becomes conscious. He looks at his mom. His mom hugs him and cries.
Robert becomes unconscious. He falls down. His family members are shocked. His family is very poor. They doesn't have money all the time. His country is fully by the lockdown. All the hospitals are full due to the increase of COVID patients.

His mom cries. Robert is unconscious.  He doesn't wake up for two days. He couldn't able to breath well. His breathing comes like when someone breathes at the end of their death.
His family members gets worried. They don't know what to do. Robert's father never takes any responsibility in his family. Even, he never gets worried about Robert and his mom. He never helps his family by giving money. Only, Robert's mom is working currently.  So they don't have money too for going to the hospital.

Robert's mom takes the Bible and starts reading it. She prays to God.
She says, " Jesus, I don't have anything in my hand to take him to the hospital. I only believe you. Please save my child. I am going to pray this entire night. Before the early morning, please wake up my child".
She cries a lot and prays well. She strongly believes God.