Kyle x Cartmen Journey

Chapter 1

 (∥￣■￣∥) cartmens pov:

"Fatty"

"fatass"

"hamburger.."

The words fill my head. Am i really that fat? I run to the mirror to look at my huge bloated stomach. Shit.. Theyre right. How did i get this fat? Why? Why cant i be skinny like the other kids? The smell of baked mac n cheese fill my nostrils. "Cartmen! Come get dinner!" i hear my mom yell. Should i really be eating.. I ate so much today.. Ill eat a little bit! I ran down the stairs to get a bowl..

another bowl

another

another

another

and another..

Shit.. again?! why cant i stop.. why cant i be skinny.. Dammit this is why.. FUCK.. I hear a ad pop up for bulimia patients. I got an idea.. not the best but not the worst.. "MOM im going to the bathroom" My mom just ignored it off. Eh whatever. Wait wont she hear me puke? I turn on the shower for a distraction. As my knees hit the cold ground i have a guilt feeling. I see my face through the reaction through the water. I gulp. I cant turn back now. I stick my hand down in my throat. SHIT THAT HURT. I gagged immediately as spit spilled out of my mouth. I stick my fingers in my throat once more and another and another.. my eyes start to water.. Tears start to drop. "why cant i fucking puke? im already a pig" I stuck down my finger once more and pukes.. It looks so gross omg.. But.. i felt as ease. I felt so good. I flush the toilet.. I should get ready for school tomorrow. I fell asleep.  

days passed.. everyday same thing..

binge, purge

binge,purge

binge, purge....

...

months passed and passed

I hopped into the scale before i weighed myself i was 140 pounds.  i stood up and fell. i forgot to eat for the past 2 days. oops.. I weight 95 pounds.. im still fucking fat.. omg. i guess i should get ready for bed. i try not to cry to not wake up my mom.

I woke up to my alarm. Ugh great i have school. I take my shirt off and see my huge stomach in the reflection. I gag. Im fatter than a cow. I get changed and brush my hair. i notice my bags are baggier on me. I dont want to be shown as a "insecure teenage girl" i dont want anyone to notice my weightloss. I put on extra clothes like extra shirts and pants. I look as fat as ever..  *BING* a notiflication from Kyle?

-------------------------------------------------------JEW--------------------------------------------------------

Verison*                                                             7:30 AM                                 -[____]

kyle

[Fatass wake up omg

[Cartmen? hello?

                                                                                                                                         Go fuck urself Jew!    ]

[Go eat air u fat ass! U need to loose a couple

before saying anything to me.. fucking fatty! U pig

*Left on read 7:34AM

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