All your beautiful lies don't tempt me sit
As I sit in the back of class I put my head down because I don't want to cry anymore
Just one left to nothing
But it feels like I've done something
I don't understand why she cries
the selves cover her arms oh it tears me up inside
Laying in the tub all I forget is how to smile
Cut open blood is pouring for awhile
I put my head back crying out loud saying "now".
But I can't get myself to dig the blade so deep
But to fall into a bed and actually sleep
Would be nice but I only have a knife
Invade you don't get this I'll send white doves from the clouds above
But I know you're not the one to blame
I just hide my face in shame
I'm just a mistake I was misplaced born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?
I smiled because I was happy for a short while till you brought me down but I stayed awhile and I recovered we'll
But through the times I spent worrying and bleeding you see
But this life was given to me
I wrote many words and said some deep things
But I guess I'm just sorry to have believed.
