➳ cold city girl's ✿

03.

➳ 5:12 pm.

Im tired, really. Hay~ why is life so complicated? /sigh/ I wanted to clear things out but when the moment comes, i wanted to take 2 steps back and start to run away. Im losing it, let's face it. When i chose him, i'll lose him. And vice versa, but i understand it anyways /laughs bitterly/ You can't always get what you want, you need to make a choice. And it's up to you to face the consequences of your decisions. There are two reasons why we met people, it's either they're a blessing or a lesson, and in my case, he's both. A blessing or more on key to open up myself to others, letting them see my flaws without caring about it. But he's also a lesson, A lesson that says i shouldn't take someone for granted, like the way he treats me. I'll stay broken, cause it's time to leave those feelings behind.

                                                                               Struggling,
                                                                             Jung Soojung