Michael Jackson imagines

June 25!

Hi moonwalkers I know it's been a good while so allow me to explain why I've been gone for a good while before I get In the meat and potatoes of this chapter.

The reason I've been gone

Lately I've been dealing with my depression.My ex and I while still friendly at the moment.That is until I said I was moving on.He then got really angry at me eventually wished death on me this really messed with my head causing me to have suicidal thoughts and made me due self harm not to mention that some of his friends kept messaging me.My ex was posting on his story calling me a bitch and all that not to mention that he kept going back and forth with me even when I said Im not mentally doing well.My mental health was sooo stuff eventually I was tempted to overdose on pills I even wrap a belt around my neck while on call with my new bf.He pleaded me to stop so I did.I've been crying alot but my bf has helped me through it all and I'm doing alot better I tend to listen to a place with no name alot at this time because that's where I wanted to go.I am doing alot better.Im just a little hurt and confused by because he did the same thing earlier on in our relationship and I didn't have a problem with I was very supportive and everything.If Mj taught me anything it's not matter how nice you are people are always going to find something wrong.

June 25th

Now that's out of the way!Let's talk about how I got into Mj!I don't want to focus on his death.I want to focus on legacy and how I became a moonwalker!

So one day I was sitting in my room and I was listening to some music and drawing!All of a sudden I wanted to listen to old school music and what bigger person was popular back then than Michael Jackson so I can't excatly remember which song I started listening to!I think it was Human nature I'm not sure but I know it was off the thiller album.I kept drawing and looking at the picture of Michael posing.Then I muttered to myself," Michael Jackson is kind of cute".Then I start listening to other songs then songs turned into shows then shows turn into interviews then interviews turned into watching funny parodies of Michael and stuff.I just slowly started really liking Michael.I also stopped believing the false allegations and believed Michael was just misunderstood.However me knowing mj runs waaaaaay further than that.

I've actually known mj sense I was a little girl by,"Don't stop till you get enough" because I didn't even know he sung and I thought prince sung it because both of their voices were high pitched and I was a confused little girl lol.Another song I heard alot was dirty diana I remember my mom always singing the lyrics and I would try to sing it but I didn't know what he was saying or what he was singing about at the time.I heard rock with you every now and again.

A few years later I joined a majorette dance team owned by my cousins.One of the first songs I preformed off was "Workin day'n' night".During my first show case the older girls on the team at the time had to preform off of "Slave to the rhythm"not to mention we also preformed off of,"Burn it up" Janet Jackson we preformed off "Remember the time",for an egyptian theme routine.I was suppose to preform off of,"They don't care about us"But I quit the team before I was forced by on by my mother.

So yea.

That's how I discovered Michael Jackson!

He has had a great impact on me I've cried and laughed for him.Where moonwalkers go wrong Is that they focus on the fact that he is gone.Why not celebrate his life instead?Michael lived,that's an amazing beautiful thing we were able to witness him.I told this to one of the moonwalkers that messaged me about June 25th.I told them I glad he's gone because he would be suffering he would probably still be bullied he would still be lonely.Now he's in a place with no name he's smiling and enjoying he's afterlife he happy right now.So instead of mourning he's death let's celebrate he's life!

Happy anniversary Michael!!!!We love you!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤